I Love You [ERERI/RIREN]

I Love You/Only Him

It all happened so quickly, but at the same time I saw everything in slow motion...his face, his beautiful face, the way he pleaded me to save him, but I didn't, no, I couldn't. I would've died for him...but I just COULDN'T HELP HIM! I alsmost died myself, I was weak, I was hopeless, in the grasp of the monster's hand, my 3DMG smashed on the floor, all my blades broken. Then I saw it, I saw him...I saw him as the huge monster got him closer to its' mouth. Where the hell were the other motherfucking soldiers?! They couldn't of all died...MIKASA, she always protected him. Where was that raven?! I looked frantically around for her, any signs of that girl, but she was nowhere in sight. This is all BULLSHIT! Now, the time we were in danger there was no one around, at least to say him?! "Please...please someone help him.." I wimpered softly. "PLEASE HELP H-" My breathing stopped, I slowly turned around as I saw his arm fall from the titan's mouth... "No...NOO!!!" He couldn't of just-he isn't actually-this is all a bad dream-it has to be! The love of my life, the only person who had the key to my heart, had just been eaten infront of me. Why, why him?! Tears flooded my eyes as others rolled down my cheeks, I should've done something, but what?

I was ready for the titan to kill me, judt do it, I wanted to be with him forever. I don't deserve to live, fucking eat me you dumb peice if shit! It started moving, it didn't attempt to eat me, it just started walking. Guess it wants me to suffer before it kills me. Deciding to think about him I closed my eyes, His smile, it was truely beautiful. His hair, brown and always messy, I remember how I used to try and pat it down but would give up. His eyes, they we're magnificent, different shades of green and blue that would change with the lighting. His arms, the way he would wrap me into a warm hug everyday, I needed one now. His abs, a six-pack, he was always so sexy. His moans, the way they turn me on and how my name sounded with it. Everything about him was just so perfect, I love him so much, why did this have to be this way? I wanted to make a fa- I opened my eyes as I heard the sound of my name being called. Suddenly there were soldiers with 3DMG practically surrounding me. One of them being Mikasa, now she's here, she quickly took out the titan that was holding me while fucking glasses appeared out of now where and wrapped her arm around my waist.

Landing on a tree branch, four eyes finally let me go. "Oh my gosh Levi! We were looking everywhere for you and your squad! Where are they?!" She spoke up at me.

Glaring at her I spoke quietly, "They're dead..." I made sure my voice was as emotionless as it always was. No one can see me weak, no one can see me cry, and no one will ever see me smile, except him.

"No...they can't be!" Hanji assured me, smacking me playfully.

"I fucking told you they're all dead!" I screamed at her, tears at the verge of falling.

"Even E-?" I cut Ackerman off as she started speaking.

"Yes, even him." I looked down at my feet.

Ackerman pulled her scarf up to her nose. "Oh," was all I received from the raven haired girl. I knew she was sad, she was his childhood friend, his family even adopted her.

Lightly resting my hand on her shoulder I said, "I'm sorry." She just nodded in response. She's hella more stronger and better at hiding her feelings than I am. How much has she been through?

"Levi lets go." Erwin called at me from a higher branch.

"Are we just going to leave the bodies here? Maybe we can still recover them?" Arlet spoke up from behind Mikasa.

"Wait..shouldn't he be able to turn into a titan or at least recover?" Mikasa suddenly spoke up.

"He should but since we did do a lot of training it's most likely he can't." Hanji looked down at the now evaporating body of the titan.