You can't escape it
Your own mind
A vast darkness of memory and pain
Thoughts and images that plague your brain
I couldn't stop it
No one could
How do escape your own head
Every time you close your eyes
Or start to think
No one knew I was on the brink
I couldn't get sleep
I was to scared!
My mind would play tricks on me again
those memories come with the pain
So vivid it's as bright as day
But you get lost
Thinking it's real
Feeling the Sorrow and fear
Shaking all over your body
Dizzy as the world spins out of your control
But it never is
your back in that chair
With the blade and needle right there
Eyes sting from tears as you try to breathe
But they all just ignore it with ease
DONT LET ME BE IGNORED!
It's been like that to long
My mind is reeling
It's all black and dark
So uninviting I don't want to start
I can't even blink without feeling terrified
The images that pass through my head
What if this happened instead
Is that what that looked like?
I can't tell?
I was to busy crying from pain!
But you kept going
Stabbing the needle into my vain
Digging the blade to my skin
I tried to move away
You just pushed me down
Asking me
how was the pain?
A shiver goes up my spine as you ask it again
Louder echoing through my head
Now I'm crying
But from my own mind
I couldn't escape
Oh how much I tried
The darkness consumed me
The memories they plagued me
And none of you wondered why
