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The realisation

Hello besties I have no clue what I'm doing so have this
a/n this is thoughts and this is speech

Tw: Abuse, manipulation, self harm, depression, eating disorder, suicidal thoughts, abandonment if there's anymore I missed please do tell don't want to trigger anyone! <3

NO ONE'S POV:

After being exiled from L'manberg, Tommy's mental health declined rapidly. His outfit stayed the same but became dirty and torn up as time passed, he had bags under his eyes from all the lack of sleep he's getting because of the night terrors he been having because of dreams abuse and manipulation. His hair is longer to the point that he has to put it up otherwise it would get in the way of him seeing. His eyes were a much duller blue. He was bruised and cuts all over his small figure of a body from where Dream was hitting him. No one came to visit him not even his so called best friend at the time. He was alone. No one cared.

Three months into exile with dream, Tommy's appearance and mental health only got worse. He stopped talking and eating as much thinking he doesn't deserve to be happy or eat. That his voice was annoying which is why Tubbo hated and left him. He began to think bad things and wondered whether it'd  be better for him to just die, end his suffering but of course he couldn't because of Dream. He was constantly reminding Tommy how bad of a friend he is and that everyone hates him. Tommy at first flight back with Dream but he now just agrees with every statement the manipulative man says.

TOMMYS POV:

I awoke in what I thought to be the middle of the night as I had no clock on me but from how dark it was from outside of tenret (his tent(no clue how you spell it)) my palms and forehead were sweating. It's cold. My heart began to beat faster and faster upon thinking I could see dreams mask with that stupid smile on it. My breath hitches as I hear the nether portal. I can't breath. Help. Help me please...anyone. I heard loud stomping footsteps which causes me to panic even more. I cower over to the corner of tenret. Please don't be Dream please anyone but him right now...I need to calm down. The footsteps stop. I hear a familiar voice "Tom's...?"

Okay well that's there first chapter I guess please do critique me as it's my first time writing and It's a little out my comfort zone but I'd love to get better at it ! I'll probably only make this a few parts as I don't want to make a whole story! Sorry it's not the best it's pretty late and I've got school tomorrow I'll probably update later cause I've got nothing else to do except sleep which is boring.

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