Till Death Do Us Part?

chapter 3

At this point my heart was just aching, as David was parking the car.

Together we walked to the place Harry's gravestone was placed. It was absolutely beautiful. Harry had many friends and a really good relation with his family, so the ground was covered by pretty flowers and teddy bears.

It honestly made me really happy to see people weren't forgetting about Harry.

David decided that it was the best for me to have some alone time. So I could talk to him a little bit. ''I'll wait for you by the car'' David said as he was walking back.

I put the letter, the flowers and the teddy bear next to all the other stuff what was laying there.

''Hey Haz. I miss you. Happy birthday. You would've turned 25 today. Gosh you were way to young to leave me and everybody else here''.

I decided to sit down on my knees, as I knew this would be tough to do.

''It's also been 4 years today. 4 fucking years I had to live without you already''.

''It's hard knowing I'll never see you again, that I'll never get to see your face again, or hear your voice again''.

''If you're here now, you probably saw David didn't you? He's a great guy you know. I'm very proud of where I am in live right now. I'm working again, I go out with friends again, I started dating again. To be honest I never thought I was gonna be able to get out of bed and stop crying''.

''Well, all thanks to Niall, ofcourse, he got me out of the house. He threatened to not leave our house until I would finally get out of bed. And no he wasn't even kidding. That kid slept in my house for 2 days. So I decided that enough is enough''.

''I deserve to have a little bit of fun again, after everything that's happenend''.

''I guess it's time for me to go now. Haz? Maybe, If you're here, I still want to tell you. I hope you will always remember that there is no one in this whole wide world who could ever replace you. You're still the one for me, the one I love. One day, one day I'll see you again honey. I love you''.

''May we meet again''.

That was it. 

I stood up, looked at the gravestone one last time.

Here lies Harry Styles.                                                                                                                                                          February 1st 1994 - February 1st 2015

I blew one last kiss at the sky, as I whispered ''I love you'' underneath my breath''

Then I just simply walked back to the car, to David.

''Hey Louis, you want me to drop you off at Niall's? I think seeing your best friend today would do you some good''.

I actually really liked the idea. I loved Niall and I knew he would always be there for me. I nodded my head and hopped in the car. As said, David drove in the direction of Niall's house.

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''Thank you for driving me here honey'' I said as I gave David one last kiss before I stepped out of the car. Surprisingly Niall was already waiting for me outside. ''David texted me to say you were coming over, how are you doing? Is everything a little bit ok?''

''I'm doing a little better now, had a little talk with Haz today''.

I walked into the house and David drove away.

''I went by the cemetery earlier today, the flowers laying there are beautiful'' Niall said.

''Yeah, they definitely were, god it's so weird, after 4 years you would think I'm getting used to everything. But I'm not really. I just miss him so bad Niall''.

''I miss him to Louis, so much'' Niall said with a kind of sad face.

''Hey, I know something that can make anybody happy when they're feeling sad'' Niall said smirking.

I just knew immediately what he was talking about, knowing Niall for almost my whole life.

''Niall, I don't think I'm in the mood for Nando's today''

"Ahh come on mate, everyone is always in the mood for Nando's, let's say what if I ask Liam and Zayn to come to? What do you think about that?'' I couldn't let Niall down. I mean, That boy loves Nando's more then he loves everything in the world.

I remember when Niall was 10 years old and I was 12.

I saw this boy sitting on a bench in a park and he looked really lonely, so obvioulsly I had to join him.

''Hi my name is Louis, what's yours?''

''I'm Niall'' he said as he was eating a piece of chicken. I'm serious, if there's a Niall, there has to be some kind of food somewhere.

We talked and talked for hours. About school, life, family, and some other weird shit 11 year old talk about.

Then, out of nowhere, he gave me a piece of chicken as he said: '''Lewis, we're friends now. I don't just share my food''.

''It's Louis, but thank you Niall, we're definitely going to be best friends.''

And here we are, 16 years later, and we are still best friends.

''Sure, go text Liam and Zayn that we'll meet at Nando's'' as I said it Niall's face got happy instantly. Boy I've never seen anybody so happy about food.

Nialler: Heyo mates, Nando's with Louis and me in 30 minutes. I do not want to hear a no. You do not have a choice.

Zane: sounds good to mee, seeya.

Lima: Niall, since we've met you, we never have had a choice in what we do. See you guys there in 30 minutes.

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Authors note: heya guys, I'm back with a new chapter update, yayy, finally one that's not as sad as the first 2.

Tbh I don't really like this chapter, but I did want to write something as I just need to clear my head a little bit.

So I want your HONEST opinion about this chapter, I could always change something as I want this book to be enjoyable to everybody. So no lying!!!!!!!!!

Anyways, I hope you guys had a great day today.

Reminder: I love you<3

(hehehe I'm going to put that reminder in every chapter from now on)

Love, me<3