I'm tired of sacrificing my self in order to benefit some else. Giving them the best parts of me. Only to gain the worse parts of them in return. Like I have the worst of you and me. Yet you have the best of me while searching to find the best of you. But me still trying to give what ever i have left to rebuild you. Leaving me broken in the process. To so many love is just a word use way to often. I told everyone in my life don't tell me you love me if you can't physically show me. And im not talking about in a sexual way either or cashing out. I'm tired of being the only person telling and showing my love. I need some one to love me the same exact way I will love them. I need a love that is equal and be able to grow. I deserve it and I'm worth that much. This is why everyday I make sure I love me more because when I'm ready to fall in love. It will be what I deserve not what I settled on. Never settle on the love someone else thinks you deserve. Fight for the love you know you deserve. Can anyone relate or is it just me?
I needed to get this off my chest before i closed my eyes. Thank you for reading.