come inside of my heart | asahi hamada

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⚠️TW: attempted suicide

Cold winds and heavy breathes. sobs erupted and cheeks tinted red because of the tears. She took another step closer, looking down it wasn't too high but it is enough to end her own life. She was done from all the pain in her life and was ready to end it all in one step. All she wanted was love and no one gave it to her, not even her loved ones.

"Don't do it." She heard a voice, not to loud but calming. She looked behind her and saw a guy standing there looking at her with a blank face. She was also not sure if he was worried or just telling her not to since he didn't show any emotion at all.

She examined him wondering why can't he show any emotion after seeing such thing. It was the first time for her to see someone like that. No anger, nor sadness just blank.

The guy looked at her red glistening eyes, it was also his first time seeing someone show emotion such as sad. He only stared at her, examining her.

They both stared at each other for a long time. Until the boy abruptly left the rooftop first. The girl step back down looking at the opened door.

Her cries stopped, she was thinking about something. That guy's face filled her thoughts. He was somewhat very emotionless, but he was rather very good looking for her, maybe if he could just smile, it would suit him best.

Thinking about him smiling made the girl wipe her tears in determination, she went out of the rooftop and just entered her class like nothing happened. It was her first year of high school. Everything and everyone is new for her.

"You're late, Again." The teacher said sighing. "Take your seat."

Upon taking a seat she spotted that guy from earlier, looking seriously at his notebook writing notes.

He really does look handsome.  She thought, resting her head on top of her palm.

She was glad they were classmates, And this was her chance to make a new friend.

After lots of lessons the day ended and it was time for them to go home. The girl waited outside the school with her bike, hoping to see him once again.

Soon enough the boy was holding his bike walked out of the gate.

"Wait!" She said stopping him.

"Hi, my name's Y/n" she said handing her hand out gesturing for him to shake it. But he only nodded looking at her.

"Asahi" He said shortly and continued to walk. The girl only followed to where he was headed.

"You see you're quite weird in some point,
I mean you're not weird you're unique!" She blabbered very nervous at talking.

The boy stopped which made Y/n stop as well. Asahi heaved out a sigh then looked at her.

"What do you want?" He asked his expression blank.

"I wanted to be friends with you." She said straight to the point and smiled.

"I don't need one" He said, continuing to walk while the girl only followed him.

"But you saved my life!" She whined.

"It was your choice." He said stating it was her choice if she listened or not, he began riding his bike and took off, ignoring Y/n's calls.

"Wait! I also go that way too!" She said loudly, and followed to where his destination is.