The rainy night

A soul that speaks...

The breezy night, dark sky glorified with it's own stars and moon making me drown in some flashbacks. The drizzling of rain drops is taking me to those days, where everything of me revolved around you, where everything seemed so pleasant and pleasing, where you and I were the only beings of my world.

Everything seemed to be perfect and easy. I really thought you were the one I was meant to be with. all you could give me was HAPPINESS happy moments happy days happy nights happy conversations happy tears... I have never even dreamt of being away from you. all i thought was we were destined to meet, we were destined to be together...

I really don't get what happened then! all of a sudden we started drifting apart. I don't know whose fault it was, maybe it was the universe'! there existed confusions in our comfortness, there was misunderstanding in our understanding. I started realizing it was not the US any more, it was YOU and I. It was a hell kinda pain I had gone through accepting the bitter reality. The real struggle was to forget our promises that we've made...the distance between you and me taught me so very much.

As the days went by, maybe it could have been a three digit number of days since we drifted... your name still remained at the top of my chat list. My diary felt difficult to breathe as it was fully loaded since I lost my human diary. My laughter vanished, the happy soul inside me flew away, my tears turned to smiles. My eyes didn't stop to search your vehicle in all that traffic I got struck. my neck never stopped to turn around whenever I crossed your street. my heart never stopped expecting you whenever i hear a calling bell sound. my brain never stopped to bring back memories whenever i hear OUR songs...

As time passes i also taught myself that days and nights come and go with or without our loved ones' gm and gn texts. i understood that we cannot always have what we want with us forever. For the first time I realized that priorities change. I felt that every forEVER has an END. i took the point that changes are inevitable in EVERYTHING. my heart felt the quote "some people can stay in our hearts but not in our lives".

Even now I'm personifying the rain from the sky as YOU, running abruptly to the land which could be luckily ME... here, while writing this, my blurry tear filled eyes expect to see you, the sinking heart still hopelessly hopes to be with you once again, but my brain silently consoles me saying "THIS TOO SHALL PASS"!