A Child's Worst Nightmare

A Childs Worst Nightmare.

True Story By Nathaniel Lodato.

Based on Nathaniel Lodatos Life So Far.

"Appearance Is Like A Turtle Shell."

"Appearance is like a turtle shell, Protecting what is within, But blocking the view of inner pain"

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"The Truth Is A Lie."

"The truth Is just a lie but true in our mind"

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"Pain and society creations."

"Pain Makes weirdos, But people, society makes a phyco"

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"Animal smart compared to ours."

"When we compare the number of smarts an animal has we compare their smarts to human smarts but the truth is we are truly the dumbest creatures alive."

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"Forgotten pain."

"When you have gone through pain along time ago and people around you say you must give up on that it was a long time ago you get mad the reason for that is because the pain that once happened can not be forgotten pain carves its essence on your brain Pain never leaves you It will always come back and to forget it will only make it more painful when it strikes back so I tell you paranoia is a gift that its power should be used well."

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"Paranoia."

"Paranoia A strong power that must be used well. Paranoia most think is bad but is the power of great use. Paranoia the thing that makes you ready for pain. Paranoia the thing that most blame but, Paranoia is the thing that gets you prepared paranoia makes you ready for hardship paranoia is your helper your savor and your friend that gets you ready for the hard time to come."

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I started as a kid. A kid allowed to watch things for kids of the age of nine even though I was the age of three younger. I started as a kid of curiosity and a kid of no sins like all newborns. But, I tell you now... That kid, a kid that goes through pain regret, and angers his whole life. A kid that knows no one truly gets him, some of him but not all of him. A kid who feels he has no one with him and has felt that was his entire life. To be that kid I know a lot. People call me dumb. People call me stupid. But just like animals, I am smart, In my own way, I am strong In my own way. Smarts is a lie smart is something simply made by other humans. Because for each person for each species smarts is a completely different thing. Civilization Is a completely different thing. Everything that you yes you reading. Everything that you have ever been taught is just a trick of society everything you will or can or have learned is something made by another you. Another human. So what is truly Smarts? What is truly civilized. What is truly anything? Simple, all of those things are just words made by another you, another human. Meaning even this book the idea of words, words made by another human. Someone decided let's put these words on paper. Let's make a name for this thing. Then books were a thing. So for a lion smart is to be a good hunter. For humans smarts are math. That is when the good thoughts come in. We are humans and learn the great knowledge of our ancestors. Those are human. The lions learn from other lions. We become together and we become together by learning from one another. That is one way to think but is it truly the good way to think or is it just a lie to make us feel good. The sad thing of it is we are nothing and everything is nothing life what is it a trap within a trap within a trap from bad makes the struggling and from good makes the happy the successful or at least the easily successful the successful that does not have a mental struggle of realizing the lies that we call life. By seeing the bad you can see many lies that society gives us. I do not know whether it is a gift or a super painful curse. Probably both. Now that I told you that maybe you can understand my story a little better. Because when I write I can not leave detail in my mind out but when I speak the words are thought through they are lies to myself and they are not true. So when I explain in words no one understands me... So will it be the same on paper? I guess we shall see.