*PROLOGUE*
-"You know i love you with all my heart, right?" I remember that day like it was yesterday.
"Yes. And I really love you too, but I don't want to be with you Kat." His voice was nothing like it is now. Nothing is left from that little boy who only wanted to be popular.
"What do you mean Jay?" I hate the feeling I felt that moment.
"You make me weak, and soft, and sweet, you even make me feel something I don't want to feel Kaitlin... no meter how much I love you, I can't be with you Kat" My heart still hurts everytime I remember that.
"You don't love me... you just wanted to play with me, so you could be the bad boy, the player, you stupid badass wannabe" I was about to cry, just remembering how pathetic I was.
"Kat please don't say that. I love you. I'm just... I'm just a little sca... Just please lets leave this here. I can't be your boyfriend, I'm sorry Kat" That was the first time someone broke my heart.
"It's ok Jacob. I-I have to go"
"Where? I mean, you are staying in my house for the weekend, your parents are not at your house, and is way to early to go home babe" I remember how I felt the rush to punch him in the face. Jerk. Calling me babe after he broke my heart.
"I'm going to Cassidy's, I have a girl emergency" I was the worst liar of the world, but that they I became a pro at acting.
"Oh god! Heather prepared me for this... ok um... Do it hurts? Are you in pain? How can I help?" For some odd reason, my sister and him were, and still are, very close.
"No you can't" He's face was so surprise, I never talked to him with atictud or anything like that. "I just need to go"
"I'll take you... I'm going with you Babe" Thank god I was just pretending having my period.
"Please don't call me babe it just... forget it. I'll see you later" I remember the words that wanted to came out that day.
"Wait, just let me grab my stuff and I'll leave with you... just please wait here... please." He entered to the house, and I walked away from it, from him. The pain was to much. That day I walked to my best friend's house, and stayed the rest of the weekend. I didn't answered his calls or texts, I just ignore him.
When I got back home, the first person in front of my house was him. I just lied again to him.
"All weekend? Why are you laying to me Kat? Just tell me why you are acting like this... I thought you would be my friend... my best friend forever. You said you love me Kaitlin, you looked me in the eye and said you love me with all your heart... and now you don't even want to look at me? Why?" Second hearbreak by the same person. Jacob being emotional at that moment was to painful.
"My phone was dead Jay, and we went to her grandparents house." The day before, I lied to him, he believed it. But that day he didn't.
"Don't lie!" After that he left.
After that everytime he went to my house looking for me my mom would told him I wasn't at home. He went every single day for three weeks.
"Is Kat here?" My sister was the one who answer the last time he went.
"Jay give her time. She is heartbroken, she can't even hear your name. I told you what would happen if you told her the truth" My sister is good giving advises.
"But I couldn't explain her right. Heather I don't want to lose her... Why she can't understand that I'm scare." His voice broke.
"Did you told her that?"
"No"
"Then?"
"I lost her. I broke her and she hates me... Heather, I'm so scare... just told her that... no is better if I just give her time and then I can talk to her again." Then is when I found out that... the bad boy is scare of love.
After that he started going out with girls, everyweek a different girl. Me and my friends started calling them 'the girl of the week'. At first I felt so jealous, that I stopped going to school for a whole week. But as time passed by all my feelings began to change. No more love, now is just anger. And almost five years later, we don't talk, or even look at each other, and if for some reason we get to close, or together it always end up in a stupid arguing, that no one understand, but us. -
I sat there with my laptop in front of me, waiting for an answer of the only person I could tell this story. With my window open, and a perfect view to Jacob's room. I stood up and walked to the window, I don't feel in the mood to see, argue to Jacob, nor for him to see me cry for him again. For my luck -sarcasm- he was in his window, with a cigarette Between his fingers, looking directly at me, emotionless.
Cold bastard!
"What?" I asked feeling my anger growing inside me. "I'm not in the mood to fight with you".
"Then close your f*cking window. Or what? Do you really think that my world ir all about you?" He talked so cold to me.
"Why you don't close your window and stop looking at me?" Now I was angry "Why you just don't desapear of my life so I can finally stop feeling pain? Stupid jerk. I used to love you so much, but you just had to turned it into hate, don't you?. It hurt so much just knowing that if I open my window I will definitely see you." I shot my window closed after realizing what I just said. Did I just told him all of that? I know we argued all the time, and the reason is our feelings, but actually telling him that?.
"I just can't believe you just told him that sis" I heard Heather .
"And I thought you would answer me, not actually come to my room sis" I said not in the mood for her jokes.
"Oh yeah! About that, I think the best way for you and him to finally move on is talking about this." she left my room just like that. Really? I love her, but she sometimes make me want to punch her. I heard that I have a message on FACEBOOK, so I when to my laptop agin.
Jacob Bryant
Just tell me why I have to be the to go away, when you are the one who hates to be next to me...
Kat Williams
Because I love this town, but I hate you ;)
After that he didn't answer back. Jerk.
Jacob's P.O.V.
Kat Williams
Because I love this town, but I hate you ;)
So she hates me? Heartless bitch.
"What are you gonna do about her?" My brother asked.
"I will make her fall for me all over again" And I will, only this time she is going to pay all the pain I felt when she left me alone. "She will fall again, I promise. "
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