Joshua's tragic vents.... 💔🥺

I dont wanna cry...

I don‘t want to cry..
I don’t want to cry...

Because I love you, because saying I love you
Isn’t enough, no matter what word I say...
Leaving me, who cherished only you
Where did you go
Did you go far away..
Because you didn’t like me any more...?

Don’t play around, I know you’re there!
I feel like you’ll appear, so I wait aimlessly
I need to go find you, go find you
If I cry now, I might not be able to see you so....

I don‘t want to cry...
I don‘t want to cry!
Although I have a lot of tears,
I don’t want to cry...

This road that doesn’t seem unfamiliar, feels unfamiliar
Asking me once again if this is a road I know of
Could that person..
Be looking for me
I’m looking for you right now...

Don’t play around, I know you’re there
I feel like you’ll appear. so I wait aimlessly...
I need to go find you, go find you
Tears are building up and start to blur...

I don‘t want to cry..
I don’t want to cry!!
Although I have a lot of tears..
I don’t want to cry......

I’m okay (I’m not okay)
I don‘t want to see you! (I really want to see you)
I have to say, say!
These lies that..
Don’t even come from my heart
Because my heart won‘t listen to these words as I thought...
Come back, come back, come back
When half of me is gone..
How can I live as one......?

I don‘t want to cry..
I don‘t want to cry...
I don‘t want to cry....
Although I have a lot of tears,
I don’t want to cry...
I don‘t want to cry...!
I don’t want to cry!!!
When we see each other again..
I don’t want to cry.......