Mood For A Day - it's based on a undescribable mood that hits me and stays within me throughout a whole day. Since expressing it to people who dont understand is useless, i decided to express it and share to people who can relate or hear me out and...
I wake up knowing there's nothing exciting nor new but i still choose to get up and start the day. Not just like any person, waking up with plans, goals and motivation. Im in a point in my life where i want to move but i can't. There's nothing to move for, or atleast nothing i can reach to yet.
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Have you ever felt as if a rock just sunk deep into your stomach and you just sit there and everything flashes back before your eyes?
Yeah, the only thing you can feel is the temperature disappearing, the sounds around you become unheard as if you're in your own world. The room your in is so empty but so full at the same time.
What makes it feel so full you may ask?
My Thoughts.
They eat me alive, they devour every single positivity and motivation in me.
Why has everyone left? Why am i being used? When will i ever be happy? Can i be happy? Do i deserve this? Do i have a purpose?
Even if i know the answer, i still question myself.
1 point & a 100 reasons why i think i cant.
Its 13:31pm right now. Are my angels calling me?
Am i going through a phase?
Nobody listens to what i want to say, so i say it to myself and crave for mercy.
Hopefully one day someone can listen to me the way i listen to myself.
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