Hidden Love (Tronnor fanfiction)

~23~Worried

Troye's pov

I think I'm almost as nervous as Connor is right now. I don't know his parents so I have no idea how they will react. I know how hard it is to come out to your parents and in contrary to him, I have a really good bond with my parents but if I hear how his parents acted after the accident, I don't think he has such a good bond with them. It will only make it difficult to come out to them. I wish I could do something for him. The only thing I can do is saying comforting things, hug him, kiss him and trying to talk about other stuff. It doesn't seem to work though, he's obviously constantly thinking about it. He's so stressed. If I could, I would go to his parents instead of him, sadly it doesn't work like that.

I wanted to come with him and maybe just wait in the car but he didn't want that. He wants to do this completely on his own and of course I understand that but that doesn't change the fact that I want to be there for him.

I checked my phone every minute, you never know if he's going to send something or not. I couldn't relax myself, not until I heard something from him.
"Troye, sitting here and stressing is not going to help Connor." Tyler was right but I just couldn't help it. This is a big moment in Connor's life so how could I not be nervous for him? I know how much this means to him. His parents always were a sensitive subject, we never talked about them and now I finally understand why. It was because of the accident. His family means more to him than he shows us. The way he talked about Brandon saving him and just Nicola's death in general. He cares so much about them, loosing them must feel like the world ending. That's exactly what happened for him that moment. I can't imagine one of my siblings dying. Tyde, Sage, Steele, they just mean so much to me.  

"He's been gone for almost 5 hours." I said worried. He would come home immediately so what was taking him so long?
"Don't worry Troye, maybe they just have a really good talk."
Would they really? Maybe he's right and maybe I'm really just too concerned. They could be talking for a while. I did that with my parents when I came out. After that day I really felt closer to them. It was a big relieve.

*Biep biep*
My phone!  I took it as fast as I could, almost dropping it in the process. Connor's name lit up on the screen, he was calling me.
"Omg Connor I was so worried!" Silence followed on the other side of the line.
"Connor?" Still no response.
"Please say something." I begged.
"C-ome t-o me" His voice was so quiet, so broken, interrupted by irregular sobs. What happened?
"Where are you?" I asked, trying to sound calm when in reality I was far from calm.
"T-he sea" I immediately knew where he was. The sea where his sister drowned.
"I'm on my way Connor, please stay strong. I'll be there in a moment. I love you so much." I was so worried about him. His voice sounded so weak. The place where he went to doesn't show much goods either.

Without hesitating I grabbed the keys of Tyler's car.
"I'm driving you!" 
"No I need to do this alone." I didn't wait for his reaction. I just ran outside in to the car. I cannot loose time. He needs me, was all I could think. The drive seemed to be endless and it was killing me. Every second I was loosing time because of red lights or the stupidness of other drivers drove me insane. 

When I got there, I parked the car or rather just placed it somewhere at an open space, not caring about the fact I'm not allowed to park there. I ran to the beach, searching for a silhouette but  I couldn't find any. I was getting more and more anxious with the second. Finally I saw someone sitting near the water, or maybe even in the water. I started to walk closer, only then I noticed the person wasn't alone. There were two people there. One lying with his back in the sand, in the water, the other one sitting by his side. I quickened my pace. The boy sitting next to the other one looked up. It wasn't Connor but he did look familiar. Then it clicked in me. It's Brandon! I've never seen him in real, only on pictures but I'm convinced it's him. It gave me a sort of relief to know that he was there with Connor. Connor! That means that he's lying in the water. I got a sort of deja vu from the story he told me. Did Brandon need to save him again? Was it that bad? My worries came back in a second. I started to run as fast as I could towards him, throwing myself in the sand at the other side of Connor Brandon wasn't sitting at. I looked down to the boy, his eyes were closed.
"Connor?" I asked my voice coming out unsteady. I grabbed his hand, intertwining our fingers. His hands were ice cold.
"Connor I love you. Don't leave me."

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Hello everyone! Just a short little update. Sorry that it is so short but next chapter is going to be Connor's pov with his parents so get ready for that. I'm not sure when I'll write it but I'll try as soon as possible. 
I love you all! BYE xxx