good girls are bad girls

T h i r t y - n i n e

Clary's POV:
"Luke I love you." I say tears taking full power over my eyes.

He pulls me in for a hug and runs his hands over my hair. I put my face in the crook of his neck and we sit like that.

"Luke let's go! Were gonna miss the plane!" Michael screams.

Luke let's go of me and he grabs his bags.

He turns around and looks at me and pulls out his phone. He smiles and tears come out of his eyes.

I fall the ground and I don't care who sees me like this.

My phone buzzes and I look at it.

It was from Luke.

It's says: I love you too.

I laugh/cry at the same time and cover my mouth with my hand.

I get a notification from twitter and I get on. It's a picture of me sitting right here right now and it says: I can't believe I'm leaving her.

It was Luke. I look through the air plane windows and watch it take off.

"Good bye Luke." I whisper.

I get in my car and drive home.

If you guys didn't know me and Luke broke up. But not for the bad reasons. He is just going away for a long while and we thought it would be better if we weren't together. I don't know it's kinda bull shit if you ask me but it seemed better to him this way.

I go home and text Luke immediately.

He doesn't answer. Hmm that's odd.

I finally find sleep and I text Luke again in the morning. He reads it and doesn't reply. What? Maybe he just forgot..

I finally have the courage to call him.

It rings twice and goes straight to voice mail.

Is he ignoring me?

~~Ashton's POV~~
"Luke you can't ignore her forever." I say to him.

"I have to. It's easier. It'll go by faster for me if I forget about her for a little while." Luke says.

I shake my head and say,"Your a dick sometimes Luke. She is probably crying right now."

And with that I walk away.

~~~Clary's POV~~~
I text him again and ask if he is okay. Again he reads it and doesn't reply.

<<<<TIME SKIP>>>>
It's been one year since I saw Luke.

Truth is I don't know when he is coming back.

I text Luke and say: Hey Luke... If you didn't know.. It's my birthday... And your not here... You might have forget about me but I miss you so fucking much Luke. You seriously don't understand how much your hurting me by not replying.

Later that evening I get a text from Calum and Michael saying: HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLARY!! WE LOVE YOU!

Later I get a text from Ashton saying: Hey happy birthday clary! We all love you! And get on youtube and look up our new song. It's called wherever you are and Luke wrote it...

I frown and get on youtube.

I type in: Wherever you are by 5sos.

It begins and I immediately know it's about me~~~~
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(Lyrics)
for a while we pretended that we never had to end it but we knew we'd have to say good bye
You were crying at the airport
When they finally closed the plane doors
I could barely hold it all inside
Torn in two
And I know I shouldn't tell you
But I just can't stop thinking of you
Wherever you are
You
Wherever you are
Every night I almost call you just to say it always will be
You
Wherever you are
I could fly a thousand oceans
But there's nothing that compares to what we had and so I walk alone
I wish I didn't have to be gone
Maybe you've already moved on
But the truth is I don't want to know
Torn in two
And I know I shouldn't tell you
But I just can't stop thinking of
You
Whenever you are
You
Wherever you are
Every night I almost call you just to say it always will be
You
Wherever you are
You can say we will be together some day
But nothing lasts forever nothing stays the same
So why can't I stop feeling this way?
Torn in two
And I know I shouldn't tell you
But I just can't stop thinking of
You
Wherever you are
You
Wherever you are
Every night I almost call you
Just to say it always will be
You
Wherever you are~~