Beautiful lies

I remember

I remember the first time I saw you. I remember the first time I touched you. I remember the the first time I started loving you. I remember it all. I remember when I was at my grandmas house and I started looking for you. When I found you, you were in the kitchen. Gladly chewing on a whole butter stick. I always thought you were crazy and I always yelled at you for being a bad girl, but I felt so bad for it. I am so thankful I never dared to slap you I would've cried, not cried, but I would've wailed. I want to share some stories with the public.

These stories are daringly funny. Please don't die laughing. Or crying as I am right now. I remember all the fun things we did together. I remember the time I went to my grandmothers and you were not there. I shouldn't share the sad story, just yet. Please read this heart breaking autobiography of me and my precious cocker spaniel.

Trust me, you will love and remember these remarkable memories that will lie next to me on my shoulder everywhere I go. I'm sorry if you get heart broken. I won't make this too dramatic or to long. I just think that everybody needs to know about this angel that is in Heaven right this very moment. Even though probably no one will ever read or see this.

You were the light in my darkness. That deep bark of yours always brought a smile to my face. I loved your furry long ears. You were beautiful in everyway, not just looks. I felt like you could understand me. I felt like you loved me. I remember my first night with you. I slept right next to you and you stayed there guarding me all night and when I woke up you were right there in front of me, even facing me, lightly snoring.