"Wait, where are you going?" I ask already knowing where he was going. I'm in the woods again. They are dark and misty and mysterious but I know I'm not lost...I've been here before.
"So...are you gonna show me..?" I wonder taking a step towards a distinctive moss covered tree. For some reason I love this tree. I love all of them, but this is the one I'm drawn to.
I hear a whoosh kind of sound and turn around. There's nothing there. There never is! Its just a distraction, a distraction to stall myself from venturing on. And I know this so how come it happens I'm still pulled into it. A quicksand.
No, no, no! I need to find him. I turn back around to see that the mist has completely settled in, making it appear as a solid ghostly swamp that I have to get through. I hope I can..no. I will. I grow weary of being slowed down. Instead of moving ahead I turn right and go around the moss covered tree. The mist is less settled here and I began to run into the beautiful open space. Its perfect here. The shrouded woods so only we know. The forever autumn atmosphere. The colorful leaves that littered the ground appeared crinkly. This arose a new distraction as I didn't want the leaves to make him retreat even further and distract myself....even more.
Its beautiful and serene in this area, the sun is filtering thru the woods and it looks almost like a fairy land.
"Bliss." I turn around. Had he just said my name? "Hello?" I call out. Suddenly the woods begin to darken, dispersing the beauty into shrouded darkness that one fears of getting to close to. "Bliss!" No. No! Fuckkk! I am being awoken. And I.got distracted. As usual. I squint my eyes, not wanting to fully see the morning light that was there.
I see Piper's face hovering over me. "Bliss. Get up." she says. Her tone of voice somehow annoys me. I don't know why. "Alright. Ok, just go away get out of my face." I mutter rolling over having no intention of getting up. I wait for her to stomp out but she doesn't. I turn around to see her standing there with her arms crossed over her chest with a superior look on her face. "What?" "Get up, I don't want to be late because of you like always gremlin." Gremlin. I hated it when she calls me gremlin. Little bleep. "Ok whatever, get out." My annoyance with her wins and I push her our of my room and shut the door in her face. God. I reach for my phone yawning. Shit, it's nearly 7:40. I yank on some ripped jeans that were laying on my floor and pull on a my soft black sweater that says free spirit on it before grabbing my phone with my bag and go downstairs.
I wish that i knew how to describe my school. Dull, wasteland,endless fuckboys and essays. Being in the tenth grade, i have learned a few things. One, that i have zero friends. Two, girls hate me and boys are in total avoidance of me and three, its better to be alone.
