Friends with Benefits: A Teen Lesbian Story

Chapter Three

GISELLE'S POV

After my brother spent $20,000 on his damn amex card in Vegas this weekend, I was sitting there in the office making a call with my dad's right hand man next to me. I had to ask for them to let go of the charges because obviously we weren't going to pay for them, my dad would kill me if we got more charges that had to be explained. There's only so much you could put on a company card for an illegal profession. Thankfully we had connections all around the world now at the drop of a hat. So this wasn't as big of a deal.

I let her come over my apartment for the first time, we accidentally napped on my bed and I woke up cuddling her backside and breathing into her hair. Thankfully she was still asleep. So I slowly got out of that position, hoping not to wake her, and have her notice I was freaking cuddling her. Now noticing the front side of my body being cold. I grew sad of that. Just a moment later she awoke, "good morning" , I laughed "good afternoon, Crystal", still tired she utters, "you know, you were keeping me warm" . I was shocked and I frankly didn't know what to do, I didn't say a word and put my face back to the pillow. Suddenly I felt the warmest feeling of hands soothing my back, slowly going up and down. After a moment I lifted my head to see hers, she still had the morning face, even though it was 3pm, she was kind of squinting at me with those green eyes, I enjoyed the contrast of her white skin and red lips ever so smirking. There was something she enjoyed from this, and I didn't know how to act in that moment, since we were only friends. I felt compelled to open my world to her. I wanted to build a connection stronger than ever. I had to start letting someone into my world, I don't want to keep restarting chapters of my life.

"I wanna tell you something" I slowly said

I made her swear she wouldn't tell anyone. I just told her a little bit about how I spent my year without seeing her. How I started doing drugs and meeting other guys to smoke with, sometimes do a few lines, and going to music festivals to roll. I had a good time I can't lie about that. I just didn't want to tell her why I stopped, there was a lot about that life that I buried, I couldn't tell her everything either though. She started getting up from the bed and I was slightly disappointed, maybe she thought I was crazy. To my surprise she actually rearranged herself to lie in front of me, rather than next to me. She held both my arms and looked me in the eyes while smiling. Her beautiful green eyes staring at me again, lite up by the window behind me. Her gorgeous blonde hair flowing past her tits. She only had a white bra on and some sleep shorts. (Of course we didn't do anything, we're only friends and that's just how girls sleep together right?) I loved this cuddle position. We didn't say a single word because we just had to absorb the moment. In this time I realized what was going on, we both silently admitted our love and longing for one another. I got closer to her and kept rubbing her arm, I felt almost infinite. I could stay like this forever. The temperature was just right in my room. I had my door open and was unsure if my mom was home. I heard a noise, my dog walked in. I jerked my arm in fear of the noise. She noticed this and began getting up. Still holding her arm I tugged at it and she stared. We both just stared at one another. Time passed. Until she moved again, pushed my back down onto the pillow behind me. I was still confused. She took her time in this, whatever it was that she was doing. Her arm caressing mine like I had done to her moments ago. Then, taking her thumb to trace my lips. I began kissing her hand gently, I wanted her to feel my lips in their softest form, ever so moist, as if they could hold her forever. Our eyes dead on each other's. She leaned into my shoulder, onto my neck, to my ear, she breathed on to my ear until she kissed her way to my lips. But she never did kiss my lips. She stopped and now with her thumb rubbing my thigh she says "how long have you been in love with me?"

"Since the day I counted the three dots in your green eyes"

She smiled and I got this warm feeling inside me, I felt my heart burst slowly and lips slowly orchestrating this feeling. No we didn't have sex. We held each other in our warmth under the fluffy blankets of my apartment.

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This took me about a week to write, partially laziness, and mainly because most of this was from a dream. I'm heavily in love with the girl who took me out of my shell 6 years ago. I still haven't told her how I feel. But for the past 5 years she is in and out of my life. I've broken up with my first love for this girl. I regret that. She said we should hang out some time, but suddenly I think she is avoiding that. I really fucking miss her. I just need one day to tell her how I feel, if she would just realize I'm there for her. But that's love right? Anyways, hope you guys like it, let me know on feedback. I'm not a writer :)