Why is the world so loud but so, so extremely quiet. All the noise has suffocated me to deafness.
I can't hear what's meant to be heard
but I can sit and listen to my own depressing words.
I don't do what I need in order to succeed but at night I dream of the me I thought at a young age I was going to turn out to be.
I'm sorry young self I have really let you down you were so loved and I wish you would have known so you wouldn't be this way now.
I wish they knew you were suffering so you wouldn't have to continue to suffocate in silence.
