How do you drown in your own mind? How have I managed to do what seems so impossible. How do I feel so lost when I am seated in a chair at my home. How can I feel so scrambled when every day is the same? and starts and ends the same way. How do I manage to always let someone down? Whether that be myself or just someone my presence is around. I don't know how I do so much but so little my brain is a mess and my life is jungle. I never get a break from the screaming in my brain and even when I do the silence I reached scares me just the same. I always manage to do the impossible because possible is to far away from my shaky touch I hold with me every single miserable day.
