Does it make me a terrible person?
When I just came back to reality and
understood I shouldn't be forcing my
heart to feel things that have gone
past? Does it make me a terrible
person for finally listening to myself
and living my life on my own terms?
Am I a horrible person just because I
decided to let go of what we started,
and that I stayed out of guilt rather
than love? Am I a horrible person for
finally having the guts to leave your
world and pursue my dreams? Am I a
horrible person because I realized
that loving you made me unhappy
and incapable?
Am I the worst person just because I
left you even if you knew how I tried
so goddamned hard to understand
every single situation we were up to?
Am I still a bad person just because in
the two of us, I have to leave first -it
was me who wanted to put myself
first after you left me so empty? Am I
a bad person just because I wanted to
give myself the opportunity of new
beginnings?
Am I a bad person just because in able
for me to be happy,
I have to hurt you first?
