The mind is a powerful place, what you feed it can affect you in a powerful way.
-NF
Elliot
"Oh bae i've missed you"
Shot!
"Jasmine leave me the fuck alone"
Shot!
"But i thought we were dating"
Shot!
"'Yamate kudasai', a one night stand is a one night stand"
Shot! Shot!
"Bu...But you told me you loved me"
Double shot!
"It was in the heat of the moment"
Shot!
"You're lying!"
Shot!
"Tsk, don't test me"
Shot!
Shot!
Shot!
"Gee Elliot calm down you've destoryed all the cardboard target dummy!" i heard Lola yell loudly her fingers pointing forward, she stood beside me in the shooting arena we had in the underground basement of our mansion.
The walls were stuffed with white foam cardboard so it was safetly sound proof.
I removed the ear cover i had over my head and stared her down
"Hey big sis" i greeted a smile on my face.
She rolled her eyes her fingers still pointing at the cardboard shooting targets.
I turned and my eyes widened in disbelif, all of them were all damaged beyond repair, some had their heads hanging off their bodies while others had massive holes in their chest.
I felt her give my shoulder a light tap and i turned to her.
"Let's go upstairs" she mouthed using her index finger to point up.
"Okay" i made an 'okay' sign.
......
"Now spill it, without all those ruckus you were making i can finally hear myself" Lola said hands on her slim hips.
Lola was small having a petite figure, without all her six inch heels she looked like a small child.
I couldn't tell her, i couldn't let her know i was gay and had a crush on her childhood best friend.
She'd be so disappointed in me. Even though Lola was a girl and a small one at that, she was the one mom had entrusted our family business to.
I was the one meant to handle it but mom and dad believed i wasn't stable and strong enough.
Which is true
Lola was perfect in everywhere, being stubborn and beautiful was just a bonus addition. It made me mad and jealous but that was the only thing i could do.
I fought back the tears treathen to fall and drew my fingers into a tight fist.
Note, i'm not normally a cry baby but when it comes to my sexuallity and my being in a whole, i get really sensitive and emotional.
"Elly you'd have to talk for me to figure out what's wrong" her voice came out smooth and calming.
"Nothing, it's nothing" i replied tired.
