I love you, Mr. Racer

CHAPTER 2- DOUBTS & ANGER

ELIJAH POV

"NO! I DON'T WANT TO DRINK THAT! AND LEAVE ME ALONE!"

Why do these people don't understand that I want to be alone? I don't need them to help me.

"But Sir, its time for your medicines. I might get fired if you can't take this on time---"

"You're fired." I said coldly.

"W-what? No sir. You can't do that."

"I, can't do it?" I said sharply. " Who the fuck do you think you are?"

"Please Sir. I needed the job. Don't fire me."

"Get. The. Fuck. Out. Of. My. Room. NOW!!"

After that, all I hear was a faint crying and running footsteps away from me. And then I took a deep breathe.

I searched for my phone inside my pockets and automatically dialled my boyfriend's number. It was ringing for a few seconds before it turns to an answering machine.

"Hi! This is James. I can't use phone now so just leave a message. Toodles!"

I almost throw my phone in frustration. Why can't I reached him. I know that he knew very well what happened to me. I tried calling him again and luckily he answered the phone. 

"Hello?"

"Hello Baby! Thank God you answered the phone."

"Eli?"

"Yeah. Who else you expected to call?"

"Oh I'm sorry. I'm on a roaming sim that is why your name is number isn't  registered. Why did you call?"

"What? What do you mean why? I know that you knew what happened to me. Aren't you going to take care of me?"

"Oh about that. I'm sorry but I am in  Amsterdam right now."

"What?! You left without me? "

"Eli, given your condition, we both know that you cant make it here. Plus I am here for a vacation, not to take care of you."

"But.--"

"I'm sorry Eli, but the tour will start now. I'll see you when you get back okay? love you."

I can't believe it. He just left me for a vacation? In time when i needed him the most. Great. Just great. 

I felt my phone vibrating so as my memory serve me on how to answer the phone, i swipe left and answer who is calling me. 

"Hello?"

"Son, why are you answering the phone? Where is your physical therapist slash nurse?"

"I fired her."

"Again? Elijah, that's the fifth nurse you fired within two months. What's the matter this time?"

'Nothing. And I told you I don't need help. I'm already useless as it is. I can never go back to my racing glory anymore! Do you even get that mom?!"

"No son, you heard the doctor. There still a chance. You just have to undergo therapy and you will--"

" No Mom. I will never go back to who am i before. I already loose hope."

"No more please Mom. But I need a favor. Can you send me your best private investigator? I just need him to do something for me."

"What about? Is it James? And where is he by the way?"

"Do not interfere with my plans Mom. Just send me your Private investigator." I ended the call. 

After the incident two months ago, i woke up blind and paralyzed waist down. But like what my mom said, the doctor told me that i can get back to my feet once I undergo therapy but, 

FLASHBACK

"Elijah, son, calm down please. Let the doctor explain your situation." 

"How will I calm down Mom? You just dropped a bomb to me! I am blind and to top it all, I am also paralyzed! "

"But you can be back to normal, once you undergo a therapy. Plus your blindness is just temporary."

'How long?" I asked. 

"How long is what?" 

"The therapy might take. I have a match six months from now and i have to be better before that."

"I'm sorry but that's impossible." Dr. Denver said. 

"What? You said i will be back to normal through that!"

"Yes, but six months is not enough for you to be better. We have to make sure that you are completely healed before i allow you to join again."

"Well bunch of liars, I am not doing that therapy. Mom, prepare the ranch that grandpa gave me."

"Why?"

"I will stay there. Away from everybody until i die." 

END OF FLASHBACK

I heard a bunch of noises coming outside my room. I wheeled my way to the door and slowly open the door to hear much clearer. 

"And for sports news, Top F1 Racer Elijah Jongcheeveevat who is now missing in action after the accident two months ago, is still silent about his medical condition. Even his family and management is in silent mode and never gave a word. Is he on recovery mode? Will he be able to join the race within the next 4 months? or will he retire at this early on his racing career?"

I clamp my fist into a ball to so much anger, and whats worse is the next thing the reporter said, 

"meanwhile, taking the limelight in this field is his racing competitor, Maxwell. According to him, he even gave a gentle reminder to Elijah before the competition."

Maxwell. 

You fucking asshole. You will pay for this. I know you knew something about my accident. 

Enjoy the attention now. I promise you, i will crashed you back to where you belong. 

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AN: Here is the second chapter for you guys. 

love, 

xx