Weak For Him || Darkness Book #1 ✔️

Chapter 35 | Needing You

Stacey's Pov

Four Days Later

Why am I so fucking emotional all the time am I starting my period... wait, fuck.. When's my period due? I check my phone calender and see I'm late, like a week late. Fuck. Fuck!
"No, no, no! This can't be fucking happening" I stress grabbing my purse and running down the stairs and out the door to the nearest chemist down the road.
Getting there quickly, I grab a few tests and pay before running back out the store in a rush and back home again.
I rush up the stairs and make my way into the bathroom, closing the door and locking it not wanting to be disturbed and begin to pee on all the sticks. Wiping, I flush and set the timer on my phone for two minutes. Please god don't be fucking pregnant. I can't be. Victor's gonna freak as well. I just know it..
Sliding down the bathroom door, I put my head in my hands and think when this could of happened? We were so careful he always used a condom. Wait.. Oh my god fuck! When I slipped up and told him I loved him and he said he loved me too. That was the moment, shit. My phone starts to go off letting me know its time to see what the future holds. Bracing myself, I get up and look at the tests. POSITIVE.. POSITIVE.. POSITIVE.. POSITIVE. FUCK!! Oh my god, I start to drop to the floor again and cry harder. I haven't spoken to Victor in days and he keeps ringing and texting me. Now I'm going to have to see him.
Standing up, I grab all the tests and take them to my room. Pulling out my phone, I call him.
"Babygirl, finally.. Are you okay" he asks answering straight away. I start to cry and drop on my bed.
"I need to see you Victor. I have to talk to you" I tell him sniffling not wanting to say it over the phone.
"Of course. I'll come to you now. Where are you?" he asks and I sigh.
"I'm at home, come round, no one else is in" I tell him and hang up. How am I going to do this. Just come out with it? Or show him the tests? I don't know what to do.. I cry laying on my bed and think he's going to react bad to this, I just know it.
Ten minutes later I hear knocking at the door and jump up. I just know it's Victor. Fuck. It's now or never Stacey.
I make my way down the stairs and open the door to see him smiling at me until he notices my face.
"What's happened? Why are you crying babygirl?" he asks looking concerned. I open the door wider and turn to walk up the stairs towards the tests.. Someone please say I'm dreaming and wake me up. He follows me up and enters my bedroom.
"Here, look" I say handing him all the tests and his face drops.
"What's this Stacey?" he asks and I turn one over to show the blue lines stating I'm pregnant.
"No, you can't be. I'm not doing this again" he says dropping the tests and stepping back.
"Victor why would I lie. I'm just as fucking shocked as you. I can even pin point when it happened" I tell him seriously and he just stares at me.. confused.
"Remember when I told you I loved you.. And then-" he holds up his hand and then runs it down his face.
"I get it but- but" he says and looks to be seriously hating this idea.
"But what Victor?" I ask him feleing myself sinking further as he looks away.
"I'm really fucking trying here Stacey. I don't know what to do or say, my heads fucked right now. You're fucking pregnant!" he states like it's a dirty word. Like he's disgusted.
"Yes, I'm fucking pregnant! Get use to it because it's not going away" I spit beyond pissed but he just stares at me again.
"What was you hoping? That I'd fucking abort it! Well tough shit Victor! You did this as well" I tell him wanting to punch him but I just drop back onto my bed.
"So I have no say? Just you, yeah?" he asks annoyed and I nod my head.
"Absolutely me. I know you don't want this but it's happened now. Get over yourself it's not just about you, it's my body Victor" I tell him getting irritated. How is he mad at me. This is his fault as much as my own. No one asked for this shit.
"I can't do this right now. I need to go" he says and walks off out my bedroom. Hearing the front door slam shut, I break down and cry. Why is this happening.

***

After crying for what felt like hours, I pull my phone out and call Liam.
"Stacey? I'm a little busy right now.. What is it?" he asks when he answers. But he and answers nevertheless.
"I told him I'm pregnant and he ran off. I don't know what to do Liam" I cry again and I hear him punch something.
"Fuck" he says and I move the phone from my ear.
"Stacey.. I'll be there in ten" he says and I hang up needing someone.. Anyone because it's not gonna be Victor..
I pace my room, and think of all the thing I'm gonna do and not gonna do not I'm pregnant by what my mum would say a deadbeat. I never took Victor as the running type but here I am alone and waiting for the one person I shouldn't want. But I do more than anything right now.
Before I knew it, I hear my door knocking and drag myself out my room and down the stairs to answer it.
"What happened?" he asks and I look at him dumb. I'm sure I told him..
"Well, we had sex Liam.. That's how you make a baby" I say sarcastically and he just laughs at me.
"Come here" he says opening his arms to me and I fall straight into them needing comfort.
"I've got you, everything will be okay" he tells me stroking my hair holding me tight. I sniffle and think of what to do. I can't think straight right now though. He pulls back holding my face in his hands and looks me straight in the eyes.
"Let me be the first one to say congratulations, you will be a great mum" he tells me making me smile sadly. A fucking single mum at that. This is not what I wanted for my baby.. My mum was fucking right!
"Don't for a second think your alone, I'm here like I told you I would be. That means for anything" he tells me and I hug him again. Why can't I have his baby instead...