Weak For Him || Darkness Book #1 ✔️

Chapter 40 | Uncertain Feelings

Stacey's Pov

I can't believe Victor's taking me away. Oh my god, I'm so excited.
"When are we going?" I ask him excitedly.
"This weekend if you want too. Well that's when it's booked for anyway, but if you're not feeling up to it then I can rearrange" he tells me and I really want to go this weekend but I think next would be better..
"Can you rearrange, I want to be able to be me.. Us on the holiday V"
"So when was you thinking babygirl.. Whenever you're ready" he says and pulls out his phone checking his calender.
"Maybe in a few weeks when my body's back to normal if that's okay?" I ask him with a smile.
"My next free Friday is in two months babygirl.. Is that okay?" he asks and I nod happily.
"Perfect I'll be back to my usual self hopefully by then" I tell him and he nods typing away.
"Well that's booked so we're going away two months Thursday babygirl, I added you to the calendar event so you can remember too" he tells me and I check my phone buzzing with excitement. I can't wait.
Wait, I have a text from Liam...

Liam: I hope you're feeling better after what happened. You know I'm always here for you beautiful X

Knowing Victor read the text because I feel him tense up behind me, I reply back.

Me: Victor and I are good, but sad news for the baby.. I lost it 😔 don't want to talk about it anymore. Thanku for everything.

Hitting sent, I put my phone down and look at Victor.
"He's just looking out for me that's all. It's nothing like that anymore, V" I tell him and he nods.
"I know, I just don't like it but I can't stop you talking to him babygirl, whatever makes you happy" he says and I smile. I'm happy Victor isn't making this and issue because I know how Liam can be.. without me.
"I love you, Victor Jones" I tell him and kiss him sitting in his lap. He wraps his arms around my waist and holds me tight.
"I love you, Stacey Bloom" he says making me smile. Suddenly my phone starts ringing. Looking at the caller I.D, I see Liam across the screen and look at Victor who just shrugs, so I answer it.
"What the fuck do you mean you lost it. What fucking happened Stacey?" he asks angrily down the phone and I sigh heavily. Why did I think he'd drop it. You know better Stacey!
"I had a miscarriage this morning Liam, I told you I didn't wanna talk about it" I say looking at Victor.
"People don't just have fucking miscarriages Stacey, it must of been the stress" he says and I sigh.
"My drinking wouldn't of helped either. Well it's happened and we're both to blame then. Does that make you happy?" I say bitchy, rolling my eyes.
"Why would I be happy? You lost your baby god damn it! And Victor's back around all of a sudden. Worked out great for him didn't it" he says and he's beginning to piss me off.
"You know what Liam, fuck you!" I say and Victor just stares at me.
"You wish darling, I'll be paying your man a fucking visit don't you worry about that. Bye" he says and hangs up.
"Rude much" I say looking at my phone and putting it back down.
"Don't worry about him babygirl. He'll get over himself. It's about us not him" Victor says and I just smile. But what he just said.. fuck!
"You're right, I just feel shit for dragging him into our shit" I tell him and my phones starts ringing again. Mia this time.
"You was fucking pregnant? And you didn't tell me" she says pissed and I sigh holding my head.
"It all happened so fast babe, shit" I tell her feeling like this is all to much. Leaning my head on Victor's chest I listen to her go on.
"Liam's going mad. He's fuming with Victor. Jason's trying to calm him down but I don't think it's working.." she says and all I can hear is Liam stressing banging around in the background. Shit.
"Move Jason he's a fucking dead man" is what I hear in the background then a lot of scuffling. Fucksake, Liam!
"Jasonnn" Mia screams and the phone goes off beeping. Fuck.
"What happened?" Victor asks me and I look up at him.
"Jason's trying to calm Liam down but he says your a dead man" I tell him and his face drops. Oh shit..
"It's gonna be okay, babygirl don't worry about it" he tells me an I look at him dumbfounded.
"I won't let him hurt you, I promise you that" I tell him and he kisses my forehead breathing me in.
"I'll be okay" he says again and I'm not so sure.
"You will be, Liam won't hurt you he knows what I'll do" I tell him and he looks at me confused.
"He loves me to much to hurt you. He knows it will hurt me" I just say and look at my phone going off again, so I check it.