Chapter 6

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I had to go to my grandmas house today. Which sounded so boring but I haven't seen them in so long. I hoped I would see my 4 cousins which I usually would when I saw my dads part of the family, but if I didn't today was going to be a long day. Although the food here was always exciting.

At my grandmas, we sat around eating, looking at old photos, talking but I wasn't really listening.. I connected to their wifi without them noticing so I just sat there on Facebook talking to Anna, I fangirled to her when I bumped into Luke but I didn't tell her anything after that.. It was so hard keeping things from her but I felt like its nothing anyway, she'll make a big deal about it and Paige will find out and so will the rest of the world. Plus it's only like 2 conversations.

Luke tweeted a couple things, and he never posts on Facebook, well he does like once a month. And today happened to be that day, he posted 2 minutes ago. I wasn't sure if I should say hey or something, it's been 2 days since we've spoken. I don't want to be clingy or annoying but I don't want him to forget about me, so I said 'Hey,' trying to seem casual.

Wait, wouldn't he have 4,000 other people messaging him..

Okay, I'll just hope for him to see it.. He was online still but I just closed it and went outside with Paige cause we were bored.

We ended up going for a short walk, just to catch up on the surroundings because it was so weird, seeing everything again. We talked about shit from Facebook, and the picture this chick posted on Facebook the other day of her period and just all that kind of stuff..

I walked inside, it had been about 2 hours since I sent the message and he replied saying 'hey (:' 16 minutes ago. I stopped myself from screaming by stuffing a pillow in my face. I did this when Jai followed me, it just helps.. Somehow. Anna was talking to me and so was Demi, my other friend from home. I replied to all of them, and within 10 minutes they had all sent something back. I didn't really care about anyone except Luke so I just kept my screen on our conversation. I always kept things to myself, things like this.. I never told my family about it, I guess Hannah my older older sister yeah, and me and Paige told each other a lot.

Me and Luke had a casual conversation asking how we were and I said I had to go and asked for his number, I felt real gay as soon as I sent it but how else was I going to get it? He gave it to me 4 minutes later. I felt like I was going to pass out, I don't know if that's normal but yeah.

My cousins were a no-show so it was good to finally come back to the house. Even though honestly, I spend most of my time in my room either on the Internet or watching pretty little liars or the vampire diaries in a dark room by myself.

I decided I'd set my alarm for 5 tomorrow because I always want to go for a run and do something but it never ends up happening.

I woke up by the sound of my alarm screaming at me, the worst sound in the world, at any time of the day is the sound of your alarm I swear.

I actually went back to sleep but I set it to 6:30 because I really did want to exercise.

So once I got up I only ran for about 15 minutes, got back and did my normal work out thing, I usually did this at night when I had energy but change is always good? I guess I'm just trying to waste time because I dying to text Luke but I don't want it to be so soon.

So once I got out of the shower my dad and younger sister were watching TV, probably wondering why I was awake but I just ignored them and went to my room like I was still sleeping.

I got out my phone and stared at Luke's number.. I wanted to do something but he has hundreds and thousands of fans wanting his attention, I don't think I'm any different.

I want Luke to text me first yeah, but I dot think I gave him my number so Im just going to have to start it.

'Hey Luke, its Bianca.' I sent nervously.

'Hey!' He replied almost instantly.

I opened the message thinking of a reply, when I was disturbed my a call coming in, it was private so I didn't know if I should answer it but I did anyway.

'Hello?'

'Uh hey.' somebody with a deep voice replied.

'Who's this?' I said trying to be casual.

'Luke.'

'Ohh!!' I said a little too enthusiastic.

'What's up?' I continued, I couldn't help but smile.

'Sorry I find talking on Facebook awkward before getting to know someone.' He said blankly.

'I know exactly what you mean' I laughed. 'Then you tell each other heaps over the Internet and there's nothing to say in person and its really awkward..' I hoped I didn't sound really gay.

I heard him chuckle a bit, like he didn't know what to say, then he paused. 'Hey what are you doing today?'

'Um I didn't have any plans?'

'Do you want to like meet up, if that doesn't sound too weird...' He drifted off.

'Yeah, when? And I don't really know my way around here too well.'

'It's 10 now, do you want to get lunch?'

'Uh sure,'

'Is my house far from you, cause you know where you came past?' He sounded like he was sort of laughing, but only slightly.

'Nah only a couple minutes, Do I go there at like 12?'

'Yeah sure, bye.'

'Cyah.'

Wow that was weird, and kind of awkward, but not.

Now, what was I going to say to my mum. 'Hey mum I'm going out to lunch with the person I've been obsessing per for the past year, bye'

She would be so weirded out. But she'd also be weirded out by knowing that I already know people. So I have to be out, on my own, looking nice, without you know.. Ok.

I picked out what I was going to wear, something simple, something that I don't look like a whore in :)

I tied my hair up, went and got a drink and a banana because I still hadn't eaten since before I left this morning. I got dressed, only put minimal make up on and put my hair up, curling my pony tail.

When I walked down stairs I wasn't sure if I should keep walking and text my dad once I'm gone so he can't stop me and hold me up.

I couldn't even think straight in the first place, let alone explain or make something up so I just got out, texted my dad about 5 minutes after i started walking and I was already walking up to their house. Not going to lie, I was really nervous, I was actually scared that it was a dream or somebody pretending to be Luke, but it was his voice so oh well.

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