Connor walked into his bedroom. There was a beautiful sunset outside. Even though it was such a beautiful day, he was terrified. He walked up to his mirror, and looked into his own eyes. He was determined. His heart beat intensified. his lungs felt like they were shrinking inside him, but he knew it was coming. He was addicted to the thought, he had been for most of his young adult life. Admitting it would clear it up.
He took a large breath in. "I..." He felt his throat lock, and he couldn't speak. He started to cry. Why was this so hard? After some deep breaths, he was able to speak again.
"I... I'm.... I'm gay."
He started to sob, unable to absorb all of his emotions. Before he was trapped in a small room, with no windows or doors. Now a door opened, only to reveal a dark hallway that nobody knew about. He still didn't have the light to see through it. He wiped the tears off of his cheeks, and got into the shower. It helped calm him.
After he got out, he went to bed. He couldn't go out in public now. He was having breakdowns of sobbing every few minutes. He layed there, unable to sleep. His mind was being flooded with 'what ifs' and questions and he was so scared. Will I loose all of my subscribers? What will they think of me? Will my parents hate me? They probably will never talk to me again. He was shaking now. He still was crying, but eventually ran out of tears and drifted off to sleep.
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Aye guys so like i know i have like three other stories but im thinking about deleting them idk i didnt really make a plan and this one is really planned out and i like it more than all of my other ones so like yeah like it if you like it and yeah okay my tumblr is trxyedust.tumblr.com ily bui <3
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I'd Like To Tag Connor Franta - A Tronnor Fanfiction
Fanfiction"I'd like to tag," He quickly tried to think of someone, and the first person who popped into his mind was Connor. "Connor Franta." There was a short pause after, then he said two other YouTubers. Why did Connor need to infiltrate his mind like that...
