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𝗶𝗻𝘁𝗿𝗼𝗱𝘂𝗰𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻

Hello readers,
welcome to my book 'Lascivious'!

If you are an old reader of mine then you may already know that this book was already previously written on my old account 'sinfuliciouss'. For those that don't know the reasoning behind making this new account, it was simply because with what I wanted to do with my books I felt like I couldn't, and secondly, the account was getting very inactive by not only my followers, but myself. I was hardly ever on there and my "breaks" were really just an excuse for me not publishing anything.

When I eventually came back to the account the main question I was constantly getting asked was why I kept deciding to re write Stella and Dante's love story time to time again, and so that's what I'm going to be answering here.

March 2020 is when I first began to write the book 'She's Our Blonde', which I know many of you old readers find nostalgic, to which I do too. During that specific time I only ever read books on wattpad and had no practice or experience writing a story unless it was for school, and so whatever I wrote was purely just free writing from my imagination. But, in the end, that picture inside my head wasn't truly mine. Instead it was merely just bits and pieces from things I'd seen before entwined with my favourite show, Gossip Girl- which is what made me want to write the book in the first place. Along the way my work became unoriginal to myself, and when I saw this, I came to a stop and told myself I was going to fix it.

But I was just fooling myself.

Every time I tried to turn a blank page into a story nothing ever got written. Eventually, trying so many times had it's consequences and mine was falling out of love with my characters; despite them being a figment of my imagination. When I closed my eyes I didn't dream or picture them anymore and it felt like there was no point of a return.

I used to be so enthusiastic about the story I pictured about them and, in truth, wrote about them with passion... until I didn't. I was in a dark room without a door spinning in circles for an escape, but there was none. And, even now, I still haven't found that door.

However, this new account is my form of a light to my dark room. I told myself that if I do this then I would (and will!) finish Stella and Dante's story not only for myself, but for the readers who have been nothing but patient waiting for me to do something with them. So here I am willing to try again, because I don't need perfection this time.

How can it be perfect when my characters and their story aren't perfect?

And that's the beauty of it all.

So, once again, welcome to
'Lascivious'

Copyright © 2021- by sezybitchh

All rights reserved.
No part of this publication may be reproduced, distributed or transmitted in any form by any means without the permission of the author. Any references to historical events, real people, or real places are used fictionally. Names, characters, and places are products of the author's imagination and must not be copied.

If your having trouble creating a storyline of your own or characters then feel free to message me at any time and I'll do my best to help. It just takes a bit of creativity to which everyone is able to do!