Weak For Him || Darkness Book #1 ✔️

Chapter 50 | Blowing Minds

Stacey's Pov

The first time I saw her..
Today everything changed. I seen the most beautiful girl in the world.
She walked past me in the hallway at school.
My heart stopped for a moment when she looked at me and smiled.
I thought I was going to explode with so much joy, I have to have her.
The thought of her makes me smile uncontrollably.
She will be mine one day soon, I just know it. I have to have her!

"I can't believe you did this.. wrote this, Liam" I tell him and he shrugs unfazed by it.
"I had to get it out but I couldn't bring myself to tell you it was a while before I even built up the courage to talk to you" he tells me making me smile. Who would of thought. Huh.
"I remember seeing you and thinking you was hot.. You was the bad boy though, so I stayed away of course" I say laughing remembering that dad vividly.
"You became apart of me from that day and you haven't left since" he says and that was five years ago.
"I can't believe you have all these" I say flipping though envelope after envelope. I pull out another one and smile.

Today I finally spoke to her.
She makes me feel weak and vulnerable but I feel like I need her for some reason.
Her smile lights up my world and her voice does things to me I can't explain. The smell of her is heavenly and I can't get enough of it. My next step is to hold her.
Fuck! I have to have her!

"Liam, that's so sweet, I can't believe you" I say reading it again and he flips through to the recent ones.
"You should read these ones" he winks and I take it out after putting the other one back.

Surprise meeting
I finally seen her today after so long. My heart yearns for her desperately. I need to have her back. I crave her. I can't think straight since I've seen her.
Why does this always happen to me. Fuck. I want her so bad.
She looked perfect like normal.
I've never ferociously jerked myself off in my life.. like I just did after seeing her.
No one compares to her.
No one will ever feel or have me again apart from her.
She is my future wife ♡

I feel a tear slide down my face for some unknown reason and he wipes it away.
"Now you know beautiful. Its always gonna be you" he says and I just stare at the 'future wife' part looping around thinking that's all I've wanted.. Him, like this and it's happening. It's fucking happening!! I scream at my younger self in my head..
"Do you believe me now when I say I love you and only you Stacey" he asks me seriously and I'm nodding my head eagerly.
"Absolutely Liam, I don't think I've loved you more than I do in this moment" I tell him smiling, wiping at my eyes.
"Wait.. there's more you need to see" he says and flips to a page he wants.

Proposal
▪ Paris
▪ Visit the effiel tower
▪ Take her shopping
▪ Take her on a boat ride and see the city
▪︎ Wine and dine her in a fancy restaurant then offer her to go for a walk and stop at the river looking out at the boats and get down on one knee!
YOU CAN DO THIS LIAM!!

"Oh my god Liam, you actually wrote out the plan and everything" I say looking at the pictures of Paris he's drawn out and scanning more information about the while trip.
"Perfect planning for my perfect queen" he says just like that and my heart flutters happily.
"Keep flipping though, you'll find something" he says and I flip through more pictures of us and a beautiful church with a stunning scenery. But when I notice a little white envelope that sticks out a little and I'm instantly looking at Liam.
"Open it beautiful" he tells me and I do so slowly with shaky hands. Why am I nervous suddenly.
Tipping it out slowly, I let the object fall into my palm and squeal for a second before I'm ready to cry.
"Oh my god! Liam you found it" I say overly emotional, tears ready to burst.
"I looked everywhere for it baby. It needed to be perfect" he says and I just stare at the engagement ring I picked out when I was fifteen. I can't believe he found it, seriously.
The beautiful big diamond tear shaped, set on platinum diamond band and I'm in love. I can't believe it.
"Talk to me Stacey, tell me what's going on in your head" he asks and I just stare at the ring.
"I can't believe you did all of this for us" I say not knowing what else to say. He's amazing!
"Well believe it, it's all in front of you baby" he says and I look at him tear falling as I lean closer kissing him affectionately.
"This is a lot to take in Liam. I need a drink" I say chuckling through my crying.. feeling like an alcoholic.
"I know it's a lot, beautiful, but I'm glad you've seen it now. I needed you to know how I felt, and how I am still feeling. But, what would you like?" he asks stroking down my cheek as he wipes my tears away.
"Something strong.. Except that orange one" I say laughing as he does getting up.
"Coming right up baby" he says and walks out. I stare at the ring for a moment, smiling happier than ever and finding myself slipping it on to my left ring finger. Yes! It fits perfectly. Looking at it on my finger now feels.. different. Could I marry Liam?
I'd Stacey Johnson.. Yes! It sounds epic! Smiling to myself when Liam comes walking back in with two glasses and a dark amber liquid in them.
"Bourbon" he says and hands me one.
Downing it, I shake my head feeling the burn sliding down my throat and a warm feeling spreads throughout me. Much better.
"You keep looking, I'll bill up" he says and I nod and he looks at my finger and I catch the smile he tries to hide..
"You like it?" I ask showing him the ring a little more obvious.
"I fucking love it. If only you'll keep it on" he says to me with a sad smile.
"Maybe one day" I tell him and he perks up.
"Definitely beautiful" he tells me and I carry on flipping through. I see a few huge houses that are literally crazy. I couldn't imagine living in a place like that, they're all stunning.
"I'd happily live anywhere with you" I tell himtp thinking out loud and he looks to me with a smile.
"I'm happy around you full stop regardless of where we are" he tells me and I look at him shyly. Is it crazy that I feel overly loved by him.. more than ever before and by anyone. Even though he thinks he's not good enough, he still did all this, planned out his entire future and I'm at the centre of it all. See, he's weird, and crazy.. but I fucking love him!
"Another drink, beautiful?" he asks holding up the bottle of Jim Beam. Nodding my head he fills me up and hands it to me. Looks like I'm about to get drunk on again. Forget everything but the man sat next to me. I'm game.
"So, that folder. You can keep it, if you want to" he says and I smile. I really wanna read every damn letter, but..
"But you've put so much hard work into it, baby. I don't wanna just take it" I tell him honestly because he's being building this for five years.. five years, Stacey! I'm still shocked.
"I'll make another one. It's that simple. I'll never stop writing and planning for us. To the day you are my wife and I'll still be continuing" he says and I bite my lip, looking back at my ring. His wife.. Mr and Mrs Johnson. God, I love it!
"I want that back though" he says smirking and I hold it to my chest
"When we leave.. I want to wear it" I tell him getting used to it on my finger already. I love it.
"It's yours, but when the time comes baby" he tells me and I nod my head happily. I've never been more happier than in this moment with him. I love him so much.