From distraction to attraction / Timothee Chalamet

Part 13 -Tiramisu

"This Prosecco is so bad" sophie says. "its nott shut upp" "our tiramisu is the best" I say with my full mouth. "god Maya your house is so big and i just wow" i giggle at her sentence. "im glad Timothee went out with his friends, so i can see my girlfriend" sophie says blowing me air kisses. i roll my eyes sarcastically.
"MAYA?!" sophie says.
"hm?" i say eating tiramisu
"this might be awkward but how is your sex with timothée" she asks serious.
I cough as i hear that question.
"its just me and Ben's sex has been so i don't know bad?" she says
"like you and Timothée also have been a couple for quiet a long time like us, and i have the feeling ben is getting tired of it" she explains.
"well Timothée is like really good in bed and im kinky" i say not blushing, Sophie has been my best friend since forever we could talk about it without it getting awkward.
"we have like a long foreplay before we actually do it" i explain
"when we have a uh you know quickie ? or i don't know what you call it, yeah then we just do it" i continue explaining.
"Try to find out what turns him on like you will always find something new" i continue
"like what?" sophie asks interested
"hm Timothée likes it when I uhm dryhump tease? him or when i slowly take of my clothes, or he loves when i whisper in his ear" i answer
"me and ben have sex like once a week or two weeks" she says. "me and timmy like three or four times a week" i explain
"okay thanks Maya" sophie says smiling
"god its already 1am" I say looking at my phone.

Sophie went to the guests room and I went to my and Timothées room. Like a half our later I hear Timothée was back from his friend. "are you still awake?" he wispers. I dont reply , he gets in our bed and giving me. hug from the back. I turn around so I face him. I could see his face but not clear, the only light in our room was the stars who shined through the roof window. I kissed his nose "I missed you" I say. Suddenly I feel nauseous. I get up quickly and find my way through the dark to the bathroom. I switch the lights on and throw up. "the tiramisu" i say as Timothée came to hold my hair back. "Maya why do you eat tiramisu knowing it has raw egg in it" he says "they were fresh fresh eggs so its fine right-?" i throw up again.
I get to bed again with Timothée holding me tightly.
"did you have time for going to get grocery?" Timothée ask me. "oh baby I totally forgot about it" i say worried. "Its okay ill go tomorrow morning, well today morning" he says.
We sleep and I randomly wake up after some hours having the need to tell timothée something.
"Timothée?" i say shaking him softly so he wakes up.
He wakes up well he was half sleeping as I was. "whats up baby?" he says with his raspy voice. "I love you" i say crying. "i love you so much maya, dont cry," he was now petting my head as he was cuddled up with me. "its okay" he whispers kissing my head.

"Im not pregnant " i say with relief to sophie who did a pregnancy test with me the morning after, well 4 pregnancy tests. Of course I didn't tell Timothée I was doing them. I was taking the pill. "not yet" sophie smirks.
"shut up bitch" i say jokingly
Sophie left soon.

"Babe Im back" Timothée shouts from the kitchen carrying in all the groceries.
"before you ask, yes i got ur extra Thick tampons, yes medium size, and yes i aswell got you.." he reads the packaging "ehm the night pads extra strong" he smiles now showing his teeth. "thank you chalamet" I say grabbing my stuff. I was about to walk away. "oh and i got you the lash scissor thing? the shop assistant said this one was the best one" he proudly shows it to me. "did i did it?" he asks smiling like a little kid. "you did it baby" i say kissing his cheek.
I was laying in my bed scrolling through my phone as Timothée crawls my back. "maya?"
"hm" i say looking up from my phone. "I have a question, dont get offended okay?" he says
"uhm what is it?" i ask
"Promise you wont get offended okay babe?" he raises his eyebrows. "okayy i wont" i say rolling my eyes.
"So ehm we've been having sex without protection since we got tested for several venereal deaseses, and you have been talking the pill right?" he asks.
"yes" i say giving him a questionable look.
"Maya you throwed up yesterday night, and you have been having Mood-swings like extremely" he says.
"Thats not true"i say denying my mood swings.
"Maya you were trying to lead me on for sex, then you felt hungry and just left to the kitchen for food-"
"i-" i cut him off and he cuts me off again. "for food then you started crying because you think your fat, and when i told you that your perfect and I love you, you got angry at me and didn't talk to me for an hour. oh and after that hour you cried again and we cuddled" he says smiling at the cuddling part.
"Timothée if your referring to ask if I'm pregnant, no Im not i did 4 pregnancy today morning with Sophie, she thought the same thing as you. "Oh okay" he says , not with a relief also not with a disappointment expression.