Weak For Him || Darkness Book #1 ✔️

Chapter 55 | Minds Made Up

Stacey's Pov

What the hell am I doing? Victor's sat right there and I'm stroking Liam's dick like it's okay to be doing this. I let him rub my clit to calm him down and it worked until Victor opened his big, fat, fucking mouth. I can't believe the power I have over Liam. How he just instantly calms from my touch is amazing. Being sat here with them both, I know who I want and what I want from my life. They're both completely opposite but it doesn't change how I feel. I love him.
"Stacey are we going to talk? Or you just going to continue sitting with him" Victor says looking at me and I sigh and nod my head.
"Okay, talk" I tell him not wanting to get up from Liam not trusting that he's calmed enough for me to move.
"Alone.. obviously" he states and I roll my eyes.
"If I move, I can't control what Liam does.. so it's your choice" I tell him and he sighs getting up. Liam laughs and I slap him playfully.. but deadly serious. Kinda..
"It's okay baby, I won't do anything but keep him away from me" Liam says to me and I feel his dick throb in my hand. God damn!
"Promise me baby" I say to him quietly and he sighs, nodding.
"I promise. Hand on my heart. For you" he tells me and I smile kissing his cheek.
"Thank you" I say pulling my hand from his shorts quickly and he removes his hand and lifts me with the blanket putting me on the other sofa. Victor comes and sits next to me and Liam walks away taking his box to bill up..
"I'll bring you a joint back soon. I'll be upstairs if you need me, beautiful" he tells me and I nod. I don't really want him to leave..
"Thanks babe" I say and it even sounds weird to my own ears but Liam smirks at me. I run my hand through my hair and sigh, looking to Victor.
"Are you seriously giving him another chance. After everything Stacey?" Victor suddenly says as soon as Liam leaves the room.
"Yes Victor, I can't help how I feel" I tell him and think of the folder and look at my ring on my finger.
"What's with the ring really Stacey. I'm confused babygirl" he says sadly and I feel bad for hurting him. Obviously, but I can't help loving Liam.
"I chose it when I was fifteen and Liam found it and bought it. I'm not keeping it" I tell him because I know Liam wants it back untill the days right.
"I don't understand why you're wearing it though and you was fifteen who cares now" he says snarky and it actually hurts my feelings. Who the fuck is he to tell me shit!
"I care Victor, obviously. That's why I'm wearing it. Don't be a dick about this.. it's just a ring" I tell him but obviously the ring means more to me than anything. Clearly, he doesn't know me at all. He would know I'm sentimental. Liam cares!
"It's not just a ring though is it, Stacey! It's an expensive engagement ring that must be worth thousands and you're wearing it on that fucking finger" he stresses and I shrug not caring. I love it regardless if Victor doesn't like it. It looks stunning on my hand.
"I don't care Victor. It's my ring and I love it, you can't change that and the price has nothing to do with it" I tell him honestly as I'm fiddling with the ring. Price means nothing to me. I love pretty things but I love Liam more.
"If it's your ring why ain't you keeping it?" he asks snarky again and I don't know what to say so I just shrug.
"Dont over think it, Victor" I tell him heart pounding in my chest. All these fucking questions but Liam suddenly walks back in and I breathe a sigh of relief.
"Here ya go, baby" Liam says handing me a joint and gives Victor one too. Well, he fucking needs it.
"Thanks babes" I tell him and he kisses my forehead and walks off again. I spark the spliff and Victor just places his along side him.
"You not smoking?" I ask him and he shakes his head, no.
"I've got my own" he says looking at me and getting his own out. Childish much..
"More for me then" I say grabbing the spliff, wanting it with this stressful conversation.
"What has got into you? You're not the same" he states and I look at him confused.
"What are you talking about. I'm still the same" I tell him and he sighs, shaking his head
"This attitude you have with me all of a sudden, I don't like it" he tells me and I raise my brow at him. If I had an attitude, he'd know about it..
"Says the one that showed up randomly to spy on me" I say pissy at him, no longer caring. Who is he, to show up and tell me shit. Is he dumb?
"And look how I found you, half naked and doing god knows what" he spits and I laugh at him. 
"Look Victor, I'm single and I told you I can't help how I feel! I want to try with Liam!" I just tell him and he sits back sparking his joint.
"You want him.. over me. Really? Look where you are Stacey, in a fucking safehouse" he spits and I laugh at him because we could be in a cardboard box. I'd still choose Liam..
"I love this house actually, Victor" I tell him beimg petty and he rolls his eyes at me.
"Okay, so you love the ring, you love the house, but do you love him?" he asks me and I don't hesitate because I've told him so many times today! Does he not listen!?
"Do you not listen! YES! I do love Liam.. that's why I'm here Victor" I raise my voice drilling the words in to him. 
"Wow! He's unlovable and you know it!" he spits angrily and I instantly slap his face harder than before.
"Don't ever fucking say that again! Ya hear me! You know what, just leave. We don't want you here" I tell him starting to stand up but he grabs me and kisses me. I push him off me and slap him again.
"Don't fucking touch me!" I yell at him and Liam comes bolting down the stairs.
"What the fuck is going on?" Liam asks walking up to me and looking me over. I wipe my mouth annoyed that he did that and Liam steps to Victor who stands up squaring off with him. We already know he's a pussy, he ain't gonna do shit! All if a sudden he's got balls..
"Leave now, before you never do" Liam warns him and I don't stop him this time.
"You both deserve each other" Victor spits disgusted as he looks between us.
"I know, that's why she's mine" Liam tells him smirking and I cross my arms over my chest.
"Just leave Victor" I tell him disappointed in myself that I loved that.
"You heard her, you have ten seconds before I lose my shit and we all know what happens then" Liam tells him and I step between them.
"Just leave.. Now!" I yell towards the end and I think he gets the message as he backs away.
"Don't be coming back to me when he ruins you again" Victor says looking at me and I back up to Liam who steps forward to grab Victor.
"Times up bitch" Liam growls and goes for him but I grab him, stopping him. He ain't worth Liam's freedom.
"He's not worth it baby, just leave, Victor!" I demand and he finally listens and leaves. Hearing the door slam behind him, Liam hugs me to his body and rubs soothing hands up and down my back. It's done. Over with because it will always be Liam.