Its better when people don't know what your doing, where your going and who your going to see. People thrive off other peoples drama and live off other people's problem's and thats what life has now just become. Its all about social media, what your wearing, whether you look too fat, too skinny, no one really cares what your doing or what you look like, most of the time people just like and scroll. No ones going to talk about it, its not going to effect them in any way, its just a way of feeling less alone and a way of gathering more attention, but me I don't care about that because lets me honest who does care?
Taking it back 5 years into year 8 I was twenty four seven posting, what I was eating, who I was seeing but when I think about that now it makes me cringe and wish I never posted it. There are worse things to post like graphic photos which some girls did , but I never did any of that as I have been insecure since I exited the womb, sometimes I wish I had the confidence to post pictures of myself and maybe try to achieve happiness by posting or talking to more people but people just aren't what they say they are and they definitely wont do what you want them to do especially when you need them to, never expect less from a person even when they can't get any lower.
You could look in the mirror and tell yourself everyday your beautiful but there will always be something that tells you opposite, whether its a post of a model on instragram, a snapchat of a influencer in a bikini or a pretty girl on tik tok dancing. There will always be someone better than you. Society's idea of beauty just isn't right in my personal opinion, the fact that skinny is classed a beautiful just will never sit right in my eyes but I guess beauty changes overtime.
