If you think back on your past, look and see the scars on your legs, head, arms like a healed soldiers. You always wear sweats or shorts because the feeling of being contained is like the feeling of a newly captured lion in the Philadelphia Zoo. You walk around like a jeweler, a chain on your neck or a watch on your wrist to show your worth.
You have the skin of a hershey bar, smooth and dark but the weight and ferocity of a mountain lion and the height of a giant, muscles like Popeyes, your favorite childhood show and spinach your favorite food like him too. or even as simple as saving a dollar to buy the newest shoe. But what is the point, it's not to be the greatest the strongest thing in the world, but to me the man to look up to to spread the meaning Frosty is the name but not only used as a greeting. Waking up early in the morning to get to school. Sometimes it feels like 100 miles especially when nobody understands you, well other than yourself but do they even know who you are. People get scared and look a way like a deer getting crushed by a car, your disgusting. That's what they say but I lift my head and continue my day. I can't let them get them in my head because I don't want to be weak but I'm as cold as ice but hard as steel, but it doesn't matter it's not a big deal. It doesn't matter who you are what you have all they see is the outside and not what you have. I'm just the same as everyone else I thought but I'm very different, just a long lost package to be waited for a shipment. But then I see it, is it my change I reach out my hand and watch the light glisten and dance. It's a old watch In the old locker. I put it on and continued my day. But then I had a thought that forever changed my ways. Ring Ring Ring as the alarm goes off school is over. I leave the building as fast as I can and run to the jewelry store with the watch I'm my hand. I said how much can I sell it for. The lady behind the he glass said we can not take it. So I went back home and planned my next move. I waited to midnight I snuck out the house I went to the same store but with a different intention I pulled out a rock and threw it with no comprehension shatter the glass on the jewelry went I grabbed as many as I can and ran back home. "Jayden" my father yelled and he looked me in the eyes he looks so disappointed in his son it was the worst surprise. He sent me to my room and bam the next day is already her back to school I go but I'm covered in jewels and it feels like I'm playing pretend chain after chain watch after watch rings shining on my fingers the light never stops. A girl said "hey frosty" , is that who I am a kid who is covered in bling that's not what I meant when I wanted to be accepted for having different things. I guess that's who I am and who I would always be a cold hearted kid head to toe in jewelry.
