Always In Your Heart

Chapter 14 Restlessness

وَقَالَ رَبُّكُمُ ادْعُونِي أَسْتَجِبْ لَكُمْ

"And your Lord says: "Call on Me; I will answer your (Prayer)"

(Surah Ghafir, 40:60)

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Maria's p.o.v:

After having lunch together with everyone. I came to my room for offering Zohar Salah. After doing ablution, I started praying and after almost 10 minutes I was done with it .
I raised my hands for supplication after reciting durood sharif.

O Allah, You are As-Salam (Peace), From You is all peace.
O Possessor of majesty and honour,
O Allah, We (your creation) have wronged ourself greatly and no one forgives sins but You, so grant us all Muslim's forgiveness from You and have mercy on us, for You are the most-Forgiving, Most Merciful.
O Allah, help me to remember You, expressing gratitude towards You, and to worship You in the best manner.
Ya Allah, let me love You as You deserved to be loved, and let me fear You as You deserve to be feared, and let me leave this world serving Your creation for Your sake.
Oh Allah, don't let me ever turn away from You, no matter how many trials and difficulties You test me with. Let these difficulties serve to make me a stronger Muslim and more sincere to You.
Oh Allah, give me the ability to forgive all those who have hurt me in word and deed.
Oh Allah, help orphans and poor wherever they are.
Oh Allah, guide and protect our teenagers who need Your Help and Guidance from all of the temptations of sex, drugs, alcohol and all of the other Harams in our society
Oh Allah, all of my brothers and sisters who are suffering for Your sake through torture, violence, in jails, etc., around the world please forgive their sins and grant them Paradise.
Oh Allah, bring all humans closer to You and each other. Please do not make us Muslims a test for them with our misrepresentation of Islam because of our bad behavior.
Oh Allah I don't know how to pray but there is nothing which you don't know .
Oh Allah, cleanse my heart of the sicknesses of arrogance and pride and let me die as one of the sincere, humble Muslims.
O Controller of the hearts, make my heart steadfast in Your religion.
Oh Allah, make every single aspect of my life before You and in service of Your Creation.
Please remove all false intentions that I have.
Oh Allah, please help me stay away from Haram in achieving the best of this world.
Please fill my heart with gratitude for you, Oh my Lord ease my restlessness and fill my soul with peace and contentment.

I bowed down in sujood in front of my creator ,pouring down each and everything whatever is in my heart, tears falling down from my eyes lifting the burden from my heart, giving it's hope and encouragement.
Fading away my restless which I am feeling past few days. I wiped my tears after completing my supplication.

I was so far from you
Yet to me you were always so close
I wandered lost in the dark
I closed my eyes toward the signs
You put in my way
I walked everyday
Further and further away from you
O Allah, you brought me home
I thank you with every breath I take
Alhamdulillah
Alhamdulillah
All praise's to Allah
All praise's to Allah