Dear diary,
I saw you today again.
I don't know why but suddenly I felt alive, giddy even. Like the day got a thousand times better.
You didn't notice me and not once did you look my way.
I must admit I was disappointed. I really wanted you to see me.
Don't know why I feel this way or what exactly I feel.
Is it a crush or is it something more.
I hope its not the latter, because I'd be the kind of person to fall irrevocably for you and I don't want that. I don't want to feel the vulnerability that comes along.
You didn't look happy though.
The girl you're always with wasn't around today, I heard from a friend that she wasn't feeling well.
I feel weird, are you both in a relationship? Is that why you're sad. Because you miss her?
I'm sure you like her, I'm certain of it. You like someone that's not me.
I hate this feeling.
What is this feeling?
