Ch.2

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Tears hitting the page I started trying to come up with ideas of what I could do to try and make everything change for the better.

Change

•Stop trying
•disappear
•ignore.
•stop talking
•don't go to school.

That's when it hit me. I turned to a different page and started writing out my plans.

For the better :(

Don't go to school. Tell mason your moving. Actually move and start going to a different school. Don't tell anyone but caro and clay. Their the only ones that care. Move to your own apartment. Notify the school to tell them. Accept your fate. You won't hurt anyone anymore at the new school. Don't have friends or try to make friends at the new school.

Still crying I threw the pencil onto the paper. I curled up into a ball on my desk chair. My crying, slowly but surely calming down. I started to drift off. And I soon fell asleep.

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I woke up to someone shaking me awake. I slowly open my eyes and see mason. "Hey I just wanted to let you know that dinners ready if you want any..." the slightest bit of concern in his voice making his voice sound soft and caring. "I'm fine. I'm not hungry." I reply sternly. "O-okay. I'll be downstairs if you need me." He reply's, heading to the door.

He closes it behind him. I get up and grab a towel, heading to my bathroom.

I open the bathroom door and turn on the shower. The temperature being just right, I hop in. I didn't want to do anything but just stand there but I knew I had to, so I started washing my hair, my body, etc:.

I finished cleaning myself and turned the shower off. I step out and wrap myself in my towel. I then headed to my bedroom.

I sat on my bed leaning against the wall before I decided to get up and get dressed.

I grabbed a random hoodie and looked at it... it was Nikis 'you are bad fro my mental health' hoodie she gave to me when we first started dating...

I wrapped my arms around it and let a few tears drop before throwing it on. I also grabbed some black sweat shorts and threw them on. Decided to not brush my hair or anything.

I headed downstairs to see mason in the living room. I took a deep breath. "Hey mason?" I asked. He turned to me. "Yeah what's up?" He responds. "I-I.. I want to move out by myself." I blurt out. He looks at me, shocked. "What?" "You heard me... I wanna move and start going to a different school." I reply.

It was his choice since he is now my legal guardian since the accident happened. And he is a legal adult. So he got to make the Choice.

He sighs. "I mean.. whatever makes you happy y/n." He says. I smile. "Thank you mas. I'm gonna go start looking for places..." I say. He nods. "Okay. It's no problem. Tell me when you find one." He smiles. I nod and start walking away, back up to my room.

I jump onto my bed and grab my laptop to start looking at places. I get under my sheets and grab my bee squishmallow named Athena, after the Greek goddess.

I hugged Athena right as I started looking through houses.

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After what felt like hours- after what WAS hours of looking... I think I found the one.

The house:

It was being sold for around $10,000

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It was being sold for around $10,000. And I didn't plan on going to college so? My parents left behind my college money. Why not use that?

I was going to go tell mason I think I found one but before that I made sure to check the time.

2:36am

I sighed and closed my laptop. I held Athena still and tried to fall asleep. Though I think I fell asleep for a little to long in the chair.

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I was already awake, yet I was pretending to be asleep. I didn't get any sleep last night because of everything that happened that day.

I felt someone shaking me, I then heard mason. "Y/n! Your gonna miss the bus!" He yelled. I shook my head. "I don't wanna go." I say, opening my eyes at the slightest. He shakes his head "whatever. I guess your gonna go to a new school anyway. Just try and get up soon. Please." He says. I smile "okay. I'll try." I say.

I close my eyes when a few seconds later I hear my door close. I let out a sigh as I hear footsteps going down the stairs. I open my eyes and jolt myself up.

I see my laptop is still next to me. I take it and plug it in, same with my phone. I dangle my feet off of the bed before getting up and heading over to my dresser.

I decided not to pick a shirt. I wanted to stay in her hoodie. It's what made me feel comfy. Although I grabbed a pear of black jeans and threw them on. I brushed my hair and headed downstairs.

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Hey that's it for the chapter. I hope you enjoyed <3 if you wanna know I found the house my searching up 'cottages' on
google/safari :)

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