Spencer Reid One Shots

Things Change

Warnings: Unsub!Spencer Reid, UnsubFem!Reader, mention of violence, drugs, weapons, blood, SMUT (penetration, degradation/praise kink, fingering, pet names, etc.)

Word Count: 2.2k

A/N: Hey guys I was inspired by one of my favorite band's song to write this one shot! I 100% recommend listening to the song "Consume" by Chase Atlantic while reading this! (aka the song above!)

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Being a serial killer profiler was easy, getting into the mind of one to see what their next move was became second nature to me, until I met her. We were currently stuck in an interrogation room, but I wouldn't want to be anywhere else. She had killed five people, men to be exact, but I was intrigued by her, possibly even infatuated. The way she was leaning into my questions, perked up with excitement from the thrill. The shine in her eyes while I interrogated her gave me feelings that I know I shouldn't have, kind of like love at first sight. I've always played it safe with love; sometimes the love doesn't end in a safe way, but I was ready to give anything up just to be with her. As she was being walked out back to her jail cell waiting for her court trial she spoke the words to me, "call me when you break." I never knew what she meant until months later.
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As time passed, I learned that she had been found not guilty due to lack of evidence and she got away with the murders, and I decided it was best not to call her. As months went on and I was framed and put into jail wrongfully, I was at my breaking point and that's when I knew what she meant by her vague words. I was falling apart, and she was the glue I was looking for to put me back together. Returning to the BAU after getting out of jail didn't feel the same, and my frustration and anger grew as the days went on in this place. Every day I felt myself longing to find her information and call her, but I waited and waited, until one day I couldn't. I searched for the information I needed and called her.

"I've been waiting for your call," she said into the phone, I could picture her smirking from the other side of the line.

"I get it now, what you meant all those months ago." I replied, getting straight to the point.

"Well, are you finally ready to leave the BAU and fulfill your true self with me? See Spencer, I've seen through you since the first time we locked eyes, I knew you were different from the specks of darkness in those beautiful eyes of yours. If you want to be with me, meet me at the Rosen Inn at 10:30 pm in room 23, if not, then lose this number," and just like that she hung up on me, as mysterious as she was the last time we spoke.

Time and frustration had made this decision easier for me, I wasn't who I used to be, I've been abused for too long and I don't want to be the one to get hurt anymore. As I got up from my desk from the BAU, I looked around one last time. I picked up the resignation papers that have been lingering on my desk since the day I returned back and I dropped them onto Emily's desk and I left for good. I felt free. I took my flip phone from my pocket and threw it out in the garbage, not without taking the sim card first to make it harder to find me. I waited around for hours until it drew closer to 10:30 pm and I made my way over to the Rosen Inn, specifically room 23 to find her. I knocked on the door, and she opened abruptly, as if she was waiting for me since the phone call ended.

"I knew you would come, I had a feeling about you," she went over to the bed and I closed the door behind me, for the first time starting to get nervous about the choice I made.

"Uhh yeah, here I am" I replied, playing with my hands as I do when I'm anxious.

Alright, alright, whoa
Why you pointing at me with that knife?
I've been cutting corners all my life, girl
The terror doesn't blossom overnight, no