kelc has a crush/thought

banana bread guy will see me soon

FUCK IM NERVOUS

i know that he prob won't care, but i'm worried he will

like he's a chill guy SOMETIMES, goes with the flow if he has to but worries himself in a hole

i used to do that, not as much anymore

the healer in me says save this guy, but i'm worried it will come across as obsessive or "stalker crush"

i like to help people, but want to be loved

idk what to feel

he said a weird thing on the phone the other night

"i'm better at talking to girls than [piano guy]"

it didn't really *stick* with me but i did think about it a bit

he has other friends who are girls, doubt he's interested

then again he's bi, but idk who he would be into (like his type/possible lean)

i'm almost positive i'm bi as well (i've been debating it for years)

i'm throughly confused and listening to beatles love songs