Weak For Him || Darkness Book #1 ✔️

Chapter 74 | Out Of My Mind

Stacey's Pov

Waking up to Liam and feeling like this could be my last day with him makes me depressed. What if he gets caught or worse ends up fucking dead because of a job somebody else can do. I don't like this at all but what can I even do about it. He's not budging on this.
"Good morning beautiful" Liam says pulling me in closer and kissing my neck.
"Morning baby" I say to him with a small smile trying to be as normal amd relax as possible bur I feel tense.. and all I want to do is run away and cry.
"Don't overthink the day baby, just go with it, okay. I'll be seeing you later, I have a good feeling about today" he says with a smile and I furrow my brows. Nothing good is happening.
"There's nothing good happening today. Anything could happen to you and I won't even know" I tell him and he sighs, rolling onto his back.
"I can't argue with you anymore about this. It's happening whether any of us likes it or not. So you need to accept it please, Stacey" he tells me and I sigh rolling over again. This is not how I wanted to spend the morning with him.
"I'm just worried that's all. I'm sorry" I tell him and move when I'm suddenly on top of him.
"I know you are beautiful but there's no need, positivity baby" he says and I nod slowly and give him another smile. But, I just feel like screaming.
I kiss him feeling like this is the last time I'll have him under me.. like this. For how ever long if ever again.. No Stacey, don't fucking think like that!
"I can see your thoughts churning in your head baby, say what's on your mind" he tells me and I look down at him. I kiss him long and affectionately putting all my love into the kiss and it turns hotter and next thing I know he's rolling us and he's on top of me.
"Tell me what you're thinking about" he demands and I close my eyes.
"That this could be the last time we're together like this and I need to make the most of it" I tell him honestly and he kisses me again working his way to my neck and down my chest.
"I'll find a way back to you baby, we'll always have these moments. Don't worry so much. Just be in the now" he tells me and I nod my head slowly. I know he's right.. I'm spending what could be my last moments with him sulking and being a bitch about it.
"I hope you do because it will only ever be you Liam, I promise I'll never take it off" I tell him holding up my hand with the ring and he kisses it.
"I hope you don't but I'll understand if you do, I can't expect you to wait for me forever. You have your own life to live, but let's not talk about that, I want my breakfast" he says and slowly starts to kiss and suck his way down to my little shorts pulling them down my legs and throwing them to the floor.

***

After being devoured, we took a shower were I returned the pleasurable and we got out after a while. But, now we're currently eating breakfast sat in the kitchen where I continue go overthink.
"These pancakes are amazing baby" Liam tells me and I smile at him, happy that he's enjoying them knowing he loves them.
"You're welcome, when are you leaving because I have work soon and I need to get my car back from Mia. I was hoping you'd take me. I left it there months ago and just haven't gone to collect it not arsed to be honest" I tell him and he looks at me confused.
"You can drive? And you have a car.. Since when? He asks me surprised.
"Since my birthday my dad got me a golf but I don't really like driving so I just catch Ubers everywhere. But now me and Mia aren't friends, I want my fucking car back" I tell him and he nods understanding.
"We can go grab it after this if you like, have you got the keys?" he asks and I nod.
"Yeah it's just parked outside her apartment" I tell him wishing I didn't have to go there.. ever.
"Okay, we'll go get it baby" he says with a smile and continues to eat his breakfast.

***

I finally finish getting ready when I see Liam entering.
"You ready to go baby?" He asks me and I just finish applying my gloss, then turn to him.
"Ready now" I tell him grabbing my handbag and walking over to him.
"You look beautiful" he compliments me and I twirl, smiling.
"Thanks baby" I tell him and walk down the stairs with him and out the door checking for my car keys. I hope it's okay.