Prologue

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You know that feeling when, just everything is useless and you feel numb to the pain and just consider yourself another useless being in this society or the world? I do.
And I think you too know the pain.
Hello. And welcome to another episode of what a fucking idiot I am.

This is my 5th cigarette for today. And thats 5 less days of pain.
Honestly, how bad can committing suicide be? Like it's that easy. But i guess being viewed as pathetic and being sympathized as a being who viewed the world as unfair to the point of killing their selves is also not ideal.
The moon looks beautiful tonight. But why am I still at school? even going home isn't in my agenda. I fucking love my life.

[a guard suddenly showed up]

Who's there? This is a private school trespassing is against the rules.
Wait...that uniform.

[i looked at my what I'm wearing]
(I should've gone home.)

You're a student here. And are you smoking? Seriously at school? You are pretty much an underage.

[I ran downstairs hoping the guard didn't recognize my face from the smoke.]

Hey come back here! I know you!

(Fvck! I totally forgot I was wearing my uniform.)

[The guard chased me downstairs as I blocked the exit with a bat stick from the guardhouse]

Open the gate child! You will be caught tomorrow! This school has cameras!

I wished I didn't know they were all off mister! But I guess I'm too smart to know there should be a red light in a camera to prove its actually working!

You little brat! Come back here!

Yes! I will be present tomorrow and you wont even know it was me!

Hey! Come back here! You will be suspended young lady!

Uhuh! I believe you!

(I swear that guy is new. Nobody patrols in school anymore.)

[flicking sounds]
Mhmm. Make that 6 days.

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