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I'm really sorry

Hey guys so uhm, I know in the past how I've said I was going to commit suicide numerous times and I'd always rant to you guys about how shitty my life was and how I was going to commit but I never did. Well um, I think I'm gonna do it tonight.
I don't know if I'll actually do it, I don't know if I'll live or not.
Please understand that I am doing this for my own reasons and I am not just saying this for attention.
I am very grateful to have you all as amazing readers, I love you all and would like to thank you all so much.
You have brought me nothing but joy ever since I started this book, so thank you.
All of you, especially the ones that tried to save my life. I don't know what I would've done without you guys, you're all so amazing and have helped so much.

Thank you, I'm truly at a loss for words on what to say. I'm almost at 30K reads, that's fucking amazing.
I really couldn't thank you all enough,
but anyways. Again, I have my own reasons to commit, if you wanna know them then sure, I can tell you. But please don't try to talk me out of this, my life is so fucked up and I don't want to be talked out of suicide to continue living the same shitty life I have for these past few years.
I'm sorry that this note is really small, I really have no idea what to add to this note because this is my first time writing an official note. That's not important but, once more, Thank you guys.

Thank you all so much, you have saved my life, brought me happiness and joy and have gotten me to almost thirty fucking thousand reads. Thank you all so much, I love you all. If your life ever gets as bad as mine, please do not commit like I did or tried to. Your lives have meanings and you should live them, I love you all, and again. Thank you all so much.
Please understand I'm not doing this for attention, I just want to notify you all incase I don't update without giving any reasoning.
I'm really sorry,
I love you guys.
- Katriel, Iris, Vera, Eli. Anything that you knew me by. :)