here it is.. g!p (billie)
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billies pov:
i've never had a girlfriend before.. like ever.
there's things in my head that i never told becca, i'd rather die than even tell her because if i do she will think i'm crazy. i am tho i'm a freak just like callie said.
i hear things nobody else does and sometimes i even see things too! i have what's called psychotic depression, i really should be hospitalized for it but i'm not i don't know why but i'm just not.
now i have to go on a date? i suck at commitment i can never keep a good relationship that's why i have no friends.. only becca because she understands me.. at least the things i've told her.
she can never know any of my secrets ever. im a psycho path.. at least i think i am.
last year i got accused of pushing a teacher down a stare case but i didn't she just tripped!
i heard the doorbell ring.
my heart is pounding out of my chest! i feel like i'm going to have a ducking asthma attack.
"BILLIE YOUR FRIEND IS HERE!!" i heard my mom say.
"oh no" i whimpered.
i ran downstairs and opened the door.
it was becca. "hi billie!" she said.
"oh h- hi becca." i replied. "can i come in?" she asked politely. "oh yeah s- sorry." i said getting more nervous.
i brought her upstairs to my room. "sick room!" she said. "thanks" i replied back. i sat on my bed with a confused look. "what's wrong billie?" becca said. "nothing" i said.
"billie i know there's something wrong, you've been acting weird lately." she said putting her hand on my shoulder.
she sat next to me and moved closer to me. she looked over at me. "tell me what's wrong" she said scooting even closer to me.
i felt the air get think and i'm starting to sweat like an animal!" i didn't know what to do.
becca grabbed my face and kissed me hard.
i felt the electricity run through my whole body. i could feel my pupils dilate. she pulled away and smiled. my face turned bright red. i studied her fast then kissed her back until it turned into a intense make out session. we started getting more touchy-feely with each other.
i felt my dick get as hard as a rock until and started standing up. i put my hand over it so itdidn't look noticeable. i pushed down on it to try and make my boner go away but i couldn't help but keep kissing becca.
she pushed me onto the bed and got on top of me. "is that your phone in your pocket or are you just excited to see me?" she said positioning herself on my lap. i choked a bit.
"that's uhh.." i said. "i know what it is billie i've noticed your morning wood before the last time we had a sleepover" she said rubbing my shoulders. "it's okay billie i'm not going to judge you, i promise." she said again.
"c- can we have- do you want to h- have sex?" i said stuttering.
"hmm we can but! you have to promise that you will tell me whats bothering you okay?" she said. i took in a deep breath and exhailed slowly.. "okay" i said.
she giggled and pushed me on top of her.
"i- i don't have any condoms.." i said. "i do" becca said pulling on out of her pocket.
"how did you-.." "what?!" i said. "i always have protection wherever i go billie.. but you know this is technically supposed to be your job." she said again. "i- i've never had sex before so i didn't-.." "it's fine bil." she interrupted.
"i've had sex a few times so i'm pretty good at this." she said looking up at me. she smirked.
i got off of her and put the condom on then got between her legs. "ehh you sure about this?" i said. "you're fine baby just go in slow and be gentle." she said. "okay" i replied
i pushed forward.
"fuuuuuuuckkkkkkkkkkkk!!!!" i said trying to be quiet.
"i pushed all the way in. "jesus christ how big is it goddamn?" becca chuckled. "10-11" i think.
i pulled back then pushed back in keeping a steady pace. i grabbed the wall and squeezed my eyes shut and thrusted into her."
"OH SHIT"
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end of chapter xx
