Y/n's pov
Waking up with a pain in my head, I finally open my eyes. After a long battle between my heart and my mind, where my mind finally succeeded. Letting out a sigh I get out of my bed but my eyes fell on the wedding card kept on my nightstand. My eyes again filled with tears, I look away and a sad chuckle left my mouth. Shaking my head I made my way to the bathroom.
My Best friend, jin is getting married.
I'm happy for him but somewhere disappointed in myself, maybe if I was brave enough to tell him, tell him that I love him, maybe, then things would have been different. We've been friends since we were in kindergarten. I realized my feelings when we were in high school but it was too late, he already had a girlfriend, Jisoo. She is the one getting married to jin. And I trust her, she will always keep him happy. She is a good friend of mine .she treats me like her little sister.
I look at my face in the mirror, swollen eyes from crying all night grumbling stomach cause I didn't eat anything since yesterday.
"you need to let go, stop hurting yourself " I say to my reflection in the mirror. I get dressed since Jisoo called me to help her with her dress.
Time skip.
Right now am with Jisoo and we are shopping for after-wedding life(Idk if it's the right team or not). She is an amazing person. "y/n let eat something, I'm hungry " she said and dragged me to the food court. "y/n? Can I ask you something? " she asked me. "Uh Huh go on " I say sipping on my drink. "when are you going to get married? " as soon as she asked I choked on my saliva and gave her an are-you-out-of-your-mind look. But she suddenly started laughing and I again gave her a are-you-okay-? Look
"I'm sorry, I forgot that you don't belong to this planet " she said and continued to laugh "yaah! Hey, Stob it! " I tell her to stop but looks like she's not going to stop anytime soon. "so tell me did you find any dating apps which included aliens as well " she said in between her laughs, soon I started laughing along with her.
Time skip
The wedding day
I told Jisoo that I'll be performing a song for jin cause he is the one I call family after my parents. She agreed but wanted to know what I was going to do but I told her it's a surprise for everyone.
Finally, it's the day, the day I let go of all the feelings inside me, the day where I finally start a new chapter in my life, the day I start finding myself.
I dressed up simply, a royal blue gown reaching my knees, a pair of earrings that jin once gifted me on my birthday. And I was ready to leave.
I reach the venue and greeted his parents, they know me and my family quite well. After a little chat with them I go towards his room and knock, and when I heard a small 'come in ' I went inside with a smile.
"hello there Mr worldwide handsome" I hugged him and he hugged me back. "hi pretty " he greeted back. "y/n I'm so nervous, I'm finally getting married to her, y/n! will I be a good husband? a good son-in-law? A good father? Will I be able to keep her happy all my life? What if I fail, what if I fail at my duties, y/n I'm so-" you won't jinie "
I stopped him from rapping further or else you know he can just go on and on forever. "I have faith in you that you'll be the best of everything " I say reassuring him. We had a good chat and then I leave as the ceremony was about to start.
Time skip.
They kissed. I'm so happy for them. Now I can finally let go. I know they'll be happy with each other. I make my way towards the piano, suddenly everyone's attention was on me and the lights were focused on the piano.
I start singing.
"Found myself tied and bounded
in this beautiful garden,
alone and disheartened,
I saw you making your way through the trees....
Can you tell me your name, please
Do you have a place to be
Oh could you tell me
I wish that you could be right next to me.
But know my heartbeats
When I'm feeling all your heat
Radiating over me
I want to hold your hand.
But this is my fate,
Don't smile on me.
Light on me
Don't call my name cause I don't wanna fall at all
Please don't make me put up all these walls.
You know that I can't
Show you me
Give you me
So once again I put on a mask so you won't see
How devastating I'm underneath
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You can find this song in the link given below (I'm not writing the full song)
The truth untold -bts
An English cover by shimmeringrain
I finished the song, I almost had tears in my eyes but didn't let them out.
I looked around and everyone was clapping and cheering, except one. Jin.
His eyes were moist and his face had an unreadable expression, I couldn't make out what he was thinking. I made my way towards them. I hugged jisoo and said "please take care of him, he is very precious to me," I said and she nodded, then I turn to jin, his eyes were filled with so many questions that I didn't have answers to. I hug him but he didn't respond to it . "take care of her and yourself " I said but he asked me something "why didn't you tell me about it before? " he looked like he was hurt with my actions. "it was no use " I whispered but then added, "I'm leaving tomorrow morning ". After what I said He got angrier. But before he could say anything further, I gave him my best smile and turned around and left that place.
Before leaving the country I dropped a text to jin
Y/n: I'm sorry for spoiling your mood at the end of your favorite day, but it was very important for me to let go of all the feelings I've kept inside me all these years.
I hope my act won't affect our friendship cause you are the only friend I have.
-y/n.
Little did y/n know the alien Jisoo was talking about earlier is about make a grand entry in her life...😉
Link for the song :
https://youtu.be/IuTT0ERIsmI
