I want to know you-Marina [ON HOLD]

introduction/chapter one

I want to know you. I want to love you. I want to let you in, but it's not always that easy.

Captain Maya Bishop and her team make their way to a playground at the park. It's a day like every other one. It is also almost the end of their 24 hour shift and the whole team is tired and in need of a good sleep. But how little kids are, this little boy liked to put his head through the bars of the climbing frame. Such an awesome way to end this Friday.

Lucina-Elly DeLuca. That's the name of Dr. Carina DeLuca's quirky three and a half year old daughter. She's a sunshine, Carina's whole world and what keeps her life colorful. Brown wavy hair, tanned skin, a cute little stub nose like her mother and blue eyes like her dad. The piercing blue eyes that Carina can never forget, not in a good way tho. The blue pupils that Carina saw every time she closed her eyes, but not anymore. Now she only sees the ocean blue eyes of her daughter and not the scary icy ones of the guy who raped her a few years ago, back in Italy.

Carina started her three week vacation yesterday. She wanted to spend more time with her daughter. The Italian would love to go back to Italy to visit her aunties and uncles and especially wants her daughter to meet everyone but her anxiety starts to bubble up every time she thinks about going back, back where the guy of her nightmares lives.

Carina's pov:

I wake up to a little tug at my leg. I feel a smile creeping onto my face as the realization of who is tugging on my leg hits me. I open my eyes and see my little munchkin crawl over to me.
"Mommy!" Lucina grins and falls into my arms.
"Boungiorno Bambina, slept good?" I smile and feel a nod against my chest. We lay a little more in bed, her laying on my chest and me playing with her brown curls.

Yesterday, Lucina and I decided to go to the park Today after Lunch. She is so adorable. Luc is my little Bambina.
"Mommy can we go to the park now?"
" What about breakfast first Elly-Belly?" I chuckle. Lucina's head pearks up "PANCAKES!?"
"Yeah we could make some pancakes" I smile.
"Yay!" Lucina jumps up and down on the bed. "PANKACES!"
"Yes Bambina" I chuckle because of my daughters excitement. "But now please calm down Baby... you're gonna fall and hurt yourself, sí?"
"Sí Mamma, I am sorry" my little brunette sits down onto my lap and lays her head on my chest.
"It's all good Bambina" I smile and stroke my daughters hair.

I don't know... I think she is more reserved sometimes. I think something is missing in her, in our life. Or maybe even someone...

A/n
This was just a little introduction.
I am probably gonna publish more chapters over the weekend so stay tuned!

Also if you have any ideas or things you want to read in this story please comment!
~Elly