That moment when your soul shatters into a million pieces and your heart crumbles to dust. You cry everytime you look at her because you know she could never love you again. You do everything you can to stay near her and protect her. You know you have broken her to much to repair. They tell you she just wants to be friends. For every enemy, a cut is dug. The razor's sting more welcome than the insult's bite. You laugh, but she can't see you are truly weeping. You joke, but she can't hear your screams. You stand on the edge, ready to end iy. You stand on the edge and see the sadness that is your life. You jump from the roof and feel the pain of the jeers and jabs of your peers. As you fall, you hear your parents scream the insults that throb against your skull threatening to break you from the inside out. Right before you hit the ground you realize the hints you've missed. She loved you and didn't see. Now you shall suffer the pain of this ironic end. Not as welcome as you thought it would be. To Hell you are condemned.
I'm sad.
