What happens when the best thing that's ever happened to you can't stay,
That won't stay because you pushed him too far away?
And it's too late to take things back and forgive,
To late to remember what it's like to live.
His beautiful smile flashes through your mind,
And you know no other warmth you'll find
That his one singular smile could do
And you don't even have a clue
On what you're gonna do with your life
How to keep going and be strong
Because that's what he taught you
And even strength gets you weak to your knees
All of the past clogged into your mind
Caused you too lose the best thing you'll ever find
And you have no more time
To realize what you had
Because it's so far gone
And your cold heart is way to warm
To breathe
Your chest hardens and your throat closes in on you
Because he never really was in love with you
No matter how much he wanted to be
I should of remembered that my misery loves company way too much to keep some one happy
And it clouded over him
And sank into his soul
I guess I knew
I just thought that it was you
It was you that suppose to make the demons go away
To help me face my fears
Kiss away my tears
Learn all of my secrets
Know every inch of me
Hold me until the hallucinations were gone
And you did for a little while
Then the load started to not carry you anymore
And it was weighing you down on the floor
With me
And by the time you were down
I was finally happy
And you let go of me
