Weak For Him || Darkness Book #1 ✔️

Chapter 99 | Gut Feeling

Stacey's Pov

Today's the day I get to see my baby again. It feels way to far apart but what can I do? I'm just grateful the bakerys up and running.
I sit in the waiting area of the prison with the box of chocolates he wanted and I'm dressed more casual this time in blue distressed skinny jeans and a white cropped top and matching sandals with a chunky heel. I don't want to constantly tease. It's unfair.
"Right.. Johnson, Smith and Richards" the screw calls and I stand up, grabbing my things and heading over to him with the other two women who look me over unimpressed but I couldn't give a fuck. I'm not here to make friends.
Following the screw through like normal, I'm seated at the table where I wait for Liam to be brought out. As soon as the door opens, I stand and look for my baby.
I see him instantly and we lock eyes as he comes rushing over to me and  wraps me up, kissing me.
"Fuck, I've missed you baby" he says and kisses me again.
"Johnson, sit down before your taken back!" a miserable screw commands and we both sigh pulling apart. What a dickhead!
"I'm sorry baby, but, damn do you look glowing.. what's new?" he asks sitting down across from me smiling. I've missed his face so much..
"As you know the bakerys doing well and I'm so happy with that. I actually need to hire someone and maybe train them up too, I haven't decided" I tell him grinning and he just stares at me.
"What's wrong?" I ask him feeling my face dropping.
"Nothing baby, you're perfect and the way you light up when you talk about your bakery makes me so proud of you. Your spreading your wings and thriving hard" he tells me cheerfully with a big grin. It's good to see his beautiful smile too.
"You look fucking sexy baby, every time I see you.. I want you more and more" he groans and I clench my thighs.
"Thanks baby, I thought I'd dial it down from the last few times, you keep getting into trouble" I say chuckling and he shrugs
"How are things going for you?" I ask him needing to know he's okay and I watch him start to eat at his chocolates to avoid the conversation.
"Baby, please.. we don't hide things, you know that" I remind him, reaching out for his hand needing to feel him.
"I won't lie, something happens near enough everyday" he says sighing and looks away from me.
"I'm sorry baby, I wish I could take you out of this place, but the times going fast, can you hold on for me" I ask him with a small smile. I need to stay strong for him.
"I'm scared of having no choice but to do something that will get me longer.. I can't do longer" he tells me putting his head into his hands and I run my hand through his hair soothingly.
"Baby, it's gonna be okay. Like I told you before, I'll wait for you, no matter how long it takes. I love you" I tell him honestly. He is my king.. The king of my heart always.
"I love you baby, so much and what you're doing means more than you'd know. Keep going and only look forward beautiful" he tells me with a smile.. and just like that, he's smiling again. He's throwing me off. I can't read him in this place and I don't know how he's really feeling. He seems positive and happy for me. But in himself he seems a little on edge. Tense even.. I'm not sure?
"I'd do this for 10 years if I had to Liam, it means nothing as long as we're together. I love you baby" I tell him and he smiles at me.
"I know you would, thank you baby.. but no. The time I'm doing is already to long for you to be waiting. I won't put you through that" he tells me with a shake of his head.
"Whether you liked it or not, I'd wait Liam" I tell him. I'm 18 nearly 19. What's ten years really compared to the rest of our lives? I will be Stacey Johnson!
I can live my oit my bakery dream until that day and he will find me like a king would.
"Baby, just please, live your life and be happy that's all I want" he says and leans forward to kiss me.
"I see you've been working out too" I say swaying the conversation to something he clearly enjoys.
"Yeah, do you like it?" he asks lifting up his t-shirt and showing me his sexy body. Biting my lip, he smirks at me.
"I love it baby, whatever keeps you busy" I tell him as I watch him lick his lips at me. Shit he's fucking hot. I want him so bad.. I clench my thighs and he watches me fidgit. Fuck, I need a release soon.
"I'll be calling you later baby, I wana hear you use your b.o.b" he says talking about my - battery operated boyfriend - it's not that bad.
"I'll be waiting.. 7pm sharp. Don't keep me waiting" I tell him pointing a finger and he smirks.
"I'll be on time, don't you worry about that" he says winking at me and I blush.
"I can't wait to hear you moan my name" he groans, licking his lips.
"Enough of that, I am worried about you baby" I tell him and he nods and looks away.
"Drop it please, for me Stacey" he says looking back at me.. begging me with his beautiful eyes. I can't help but want to do what he says, but I need to know that when I leave him, he's gonna be okay.
"Baby, I can't" I tell him and he sighs again heavily looking defeated.
"I hate it here, you coming here.. I can see them all eating you up and it's driving me to rip through the whole lot" he exclaims and I sigh wrapping my arms around myself.. hiding.
"I'll wear more clothes next time. I'm sorry" I tell him sadly. I thought this would be okay..
"You wear what you want beautiful, and I've told you before, please stop apologising for things that aren't your fault" he says and reaches for me.
"Thank you baby, I love you" I tell him with a smile.
"Is that your only issue baby? Nothing else on your mind" I ask him and he nods with a small smile.
"Times up everybody" the screw calls out and I slowly stand with Liam and hug him tightly. I've been waiting to touch him again..
"I love you baby, so much, please stay safe and be good. I'm doing okay, if you are" I tell him and he nods, holding me tighter.
"I love you too beautiful, I'm always good as long as you're happy, and I do try, I promise" he says into my ear and I smile happy. Because I am happy and somehow that makes me feel even better. I just miss him.. Thinking and hoping that my baby will be good like he said. We slowly pull apart and he kisses me holding my cheeks and slides his tongue into my mouth making me moan into his mouth. Shit I've missed him.
I suck on his tongue and he groans so I pull him closer to my body and I feel how hard his dick is. Fuck!
"So sexy I love it, I love you" he says and I blush pulling apart.
"I love you so much, I'll see you soon baby" I tell him and he smiles, backing away and head out through the door. I miss him already.

***

Pulling up outside my apartment, I check the time and I have an hour and a bit before Liam calls me, so I jump out my car and make my way inside.
Walking up the stairs instead of catching the elevator all the time, I open my front door and walk inside smiling seeing my home. It still feels different not going home to my mum and having my own business on top of that and I'm only eighteen!
I take my phone off silent and put it on my bed and make my way to the shower.

***

Standing in my towel holding b.o.b and I'm excited to give it a go and being able to do it with Liam is even better. Even if it is phonesex. His voice is all I need. I know I can't have him for now. I lay on my bed in my towel and grab my phone staring at it waiting for it to ring - 6:55pm. I smile, biting my lip thinking of Liam and what he'd be doing if he was here. I run my hands down my body and spread my thighs, dropping my knees. I slowly rub my clit in circles, imaging Liam kissing his way up my body.. keep going baby..
Suddenly the phone rings and I I drop b.o.b in a rush and answer him on speaker all breathy.
"Liam" I moan and he groans down the phone making me smile.
"Let me hear you my queen" he says low and deep and I grab my toy again, turning it on and rubbing it along my wet pussy.
"Oh god!" I moan out as I slide it inside me, arching my back off the bed.
"Tell me how it feels baby" he growls, hearing me whimper and my towel falls open so I tug my nipple moaning louder.
"So big, and thick.. my pussys so damn tight.. I miss you baby" I moan again and he groans.
"I miss being inside you, feeling you clench around me" he groans again and I moan as I speed up my pleasure.
"Yess, fuck! Liam.. its so deep, oh god!" I cry out and he starts to heavily breathe down the phone and it sounds so fucking hot. I fuck myself deeper with my toy and arch my back of the bed, moaning. I slowly pull it out and suck onit.. wishing it was Liam I was sucking on.
"Shit baby, you're bad" he groans and I hum sliding it back into my wet pussy. I let the vibration stimulate my gspot and clit and I feel my orgasm building up but I need more.
"I'm so close, I need you" I tell him fucking myself harder and he growls sending me over the edge as my legs shake and I climax hard.
"Liammm!" I scream as the vibration ripples through me over and over properly, making my whole body shake but I don't remove it, Liam doesn't stop.
"Fuck, baby! You sound so sexy when you cum" he tells me growling and I clench my core around the dildo needing more. The real thing..
"It's all for you baby" I tell him breathy because he's my king, he owns my pleasures, here or not. I'll always think of him.
"The things I'm gonna do to you baby, you better prepare yourself for me" he warns and I whimper wondering about the unknown sexual desires.
"That's it baby you imagine all them things because I'll be doing them all, over and over" he says and I pull harshly on my nipples enjoying the painful twinge.
"I love you baby, and I can't wait for you to do them all, I'll counting down the days" I tell him and he chuckles.
"Well beautiful, that's good to know but I have to go now and I'll call you tomorrow. I love you my queen" he tella me and I smile happily.
"Okay baby, I love you too. Stay safe and be good, bye handsome" I say and we hang up. Dropping my phone, I begin to slowly fuck myself again untill I feel like I've been fucked by Liam.

***

Sheesh, four times.. that's how many times it took me and exhausted me.. but now, I lay on my freshly changed bedding after having another quick shower and curl up ready for sleep to come as I have an earlier start.

***

Suddenly waking up looking around my bedroom, I have a gut feeling something bads about to happen. Noo Liam. Baby.. fuck, fuck, fuck!
Tossing and turning, I check the time on my phone and see a missed call from my mum. It's 1:23am. Is that what woke me up? I quickly call her back and she answers straight away.
"Stacey baby, I have some terrible news." she says and I sigh knowing something was wrong. At least it wasn't Liam. So I don't really care.
"Your dad's past away.. I'm soo sorry baby" she says and for some reason I feel okay. He wasn't my dad and never cared for me and that showed me that I do actually see Trent as my father figure now.
"Okay, thanks for letting me know" I tell her and she sighs.
"Stacey he's still your father. Don't be like this" she says and I roll my eyes. I couldn't give a fuck.
"Bye mother" I tell her and hang up, laying back down. Putting my phone on the nightstand, I close my eyes turning out the light and quickly fall back to sleep.