And We Happened!!

Need a fresh start

Jan 10, 2020.

"So this is it," she mumbled to herself. "Here how a 2-year love story ends." Although she was mumbling these words to herself, still she could hear them loud and clear and verberating back to herself. The endless struggles to keep the relationship from breaking off, the fights, the screams, the cries, no not cries, that would be the wrong word to describe, 'the wailings' had made all of her roommates leave. She lives alone in a 4-bed girls hostel room for every girl in the hostel finds her irritating because she apparently 'disturbs a lot.'

She must have been for all the ugly cryings, and desperate efforts to cling to the thin thread of relationship were really annoying.

But all that fruitless hardships ended finally today. Today Jamie woke up in the morning and did not checked 'the blocked call log' for her ex's calls or messages, made herself chocolate milk, did her college assignment, got ready to achieve the day.

She was truly free today.

While looking into the mirror, Jamie saw a soft copper complexion girl with long straight hair with pair of beautiful darkest brown eyes staring back at her. She noticed all these days of not eating, crying, and obsessive anxiety walking has helped her lose some weight and gain a fresh-cut jawline. She isn't the prettiest among them. But the most attractive one. She was an intelligent but lazy student. Standing in her daily walking block heels with the height of just 5foot. She was confident about herself today. While doing her makeup, she kept on chanting, "I am perfect, I will be perfect, all good things are about to happen to me, I will make good things happen" for all these days of depression, she has started believing in affirmation and vibrations one send in the universe.

She folded her dupatta properly, threw it on her delicate and femininely round shoulders pinned it to the khaki-colored Teri-cotton kurta of her uniform. She slid her not-so-slim but okayish legs into her leggings and pulled them over her cute tight butt. She glanced into the mirror for the final time. For the time being, maintaining her looks and being ostentatious helped her boosting her what left of self-esteem.

The college has organized a pre-placement training program for 3rd year 5thh semester students and made it compulsory for all to attend. This training was about making the students confident about themselves and accepting themselves the way they are: eccentric, loud, secure, and underconfident. This program did not ask students to rectify themselves but use their characteristics as a plus point to get highlighted in front of HRs during candidate selection for company placement.

This was precisely something she needed. However, this training could not make her punctual still; it made her happy.

Jamie was hopeful that studying diligently and persistently from the 5th semester of college will get her into a decent package job. Everything that she lost because of the relationship she will regain in the next phase of her life. She will be able to start fresh. In the new state, new place, new people, a unique personality, and new confident her.

She had planned it already to focus upon making friends, going on an adventure, learning a new hobby, and being body-conscious. But presently, she was somewhat getting bored of the class of how to introduce oneself. She was reading some Wattpad novel; the amateur writer had not updated it with new chapters. She looked around; all these three years of focusing on one man from the different batch year led to her loneliness with no friends from the class itself. Students have already found their friends forever group and do not want to welcome a new one in their gangs. She, too, was egoist to find herself in a new group. Jamie loves to bicker and has a very loud personality. She needs to see a human who she can talk to. Someone who will not know her or her story. Some human interaction where she can be honest and illusion simultaneously.

Maybe a relationship but not a relationship at the same time. No Commitments involved. Newfound the introduction to sex (but an unsatisfactory one) has left her horny too all the time.

The Wattpad smuts she had been reading do make her wet but also wanting.

Her hope for finding a person to interact with was burned just after the encounter with A.K Gupta. But she wished some carnal action to happen. At least for once. She was thinking, "Maybe a hookup will calm me down, let me regain the focus required for aspired future." 

Looked around the class checking out the boys, she thought to herself, "How my peculiar taste in older men has put me in a position of drought where a flood can happen naturally."

Her eyes looked for Nikhil, with whom a lot could have happened if she were not in a stupid relationship.Nikhil was a lean, lanky studious guy. He was the guy who made into the top five topper students in class. He was a little to least talking guy, looked loner. He was way too much self-centered and career-focused guy. Since she was over interactive one, Jamie had always approached or reached out to him first. All he used to do was keep the conversation flowing. On the days when she doesn't reply to him, he from his end call and asked about her whereabouts. He seemed interested at least a little. At least that what she made out of him.

She saw him, thought about the day he took her to show his dorm room, and constantly flirted and searching for ways to commence something. "Only if he could," She thought and smirked to herself. "That was the time when I so wanted to get out of my toxic relationship and feared of stranded lonely that cheating looked a nice way of doing that. Only if he could!"

At the same time, she was grateful that nothing happened because the guy was a virgin; let's say virgin guys got ain't no skills. Moreover, she believed that the first time of everyone should be with a special person—the person they love.She was not stonehearted enough to mess up someone's first time, as it happened in her case.But now what? Who can she have a one-night stand or a hookup plan with?

Whatever it is with the improved AI algorithms, her thoughts were accurately read by her Instagram application. There was an ad sponsor page for Tinder.She took the sign from almighty and Instagram and proceeded to install it for the very first time.