I hate u love, Bucky x reader

Chapter 1

You just woke up from a very good sleeping, you decided to go down to the kitchen and take a cup coffee, you really don't care how you look like in the morning because you always wake up not into the mood. When you walked into the kitchen you saw Bucky and Sam talking on the table so you decided not to look at them cuz you were a bit mad, you just walked over and took a cup coffee, when you were on your way out you heard Sam say

"Good morning monster" said Sam, when you heard him say that your body lighted up, and you were mad much more then before

"GoOd mOrNInG SaM" you said back, you maybe are angry at people sometimes, but in the end you still love them, they are like your family without one of them all, one man that you don't love, one man that you're never going to love. Bucky, god how much you hated him, Offfh

"Well where were we?" Said Sam, asking Bucky, you stood still on the doorway, not wanting to get out for some reason, you wanted to sit next to Sam, but you didn't want to sit with Bucky, GOD you hated him, you can't sit there. Well not when Bucky is there

"Oh look who's here" said Bucky dead staring at you, you couldn't keep staring at him without wanting to hit him in the middle of the face so you just looked away and drank your coffee

"So should we go Buck?" Said Sam, and of course Bucky said yes and they walked out, now you're alone as always, you tried to make friends but you were always not in the mood

You always tried to talk with Wanda but she's always with Nat or Vision, you love everybody but there's no way that somebody loved you back, because if they did you would never feel lonely as you do right now

After a while when you were on your way out, you walked into Steve, you were about to fall cuz you are so short and of course nobody can see you walking around, but before you fall Steve catched you

"you should look at where you're going" steve said and walked away, probably to the gym

"Excuse me?" You said feeling a bit sad, but you just walked away to your room, probably about to cry, but when you were about to cry, you heard foot steps so you sat on your phone and pretended that nothing were about to happen

"Hi y/n I wanted to ask what do you want to eat today?" Said Wanda, of course it's Wanda who's asking, because nobody else likes to ask u anything

"I'm not hungry" you said while looking up, oh god you forget there's tears into your eyes

"Hey are you ok?" Wanda asked, omg why would she ask that, ohhh she saw your eyes

"Why wouldn't I?" You said feeling dump

"Umm come with me I think you can eat pizza with me and Vision" said Wanda very calmly and nicely, you felt a bit happy there

"Alright" you said walking to the kitchen with Wanda

When you walked into the kitchen, you felt everyones eyes on you, you felt a bit nervous and a bit scared, why would they act like that to you, what have you done?, Why does everyone hates me? You thought, but you're probably wrong, because everybody loved you, but sometimes you're to young to hear what their talking about, as they say, every time you ask them why their acting like that

Wanda noticed everything so she tried to be nicer and calm you " so umm Y/n wants to eat with me and Vis" she said while walking and siting down, leaving you there you stood, did she just do that to you? "Come, sit here!" Wanda said clapping on the chair next to her

You felt so sad for no reason so you started to walk away " hey where are you going?" Asked Tony while eating you looked back one last time

"I'm not hungry" you said and run out to your room and ate bubble gum and drinked water with it, so you wouldn't feel hungry

You laid yourself on your bed thinking, why you're so mean to everyone and mad at everyone all the time, it's maybe why they hates you! But ugh they don't hates you, they loves you but you're to dumb to realise that

After a while you walked down to the living room seeing everybody watching Netflix, seeing them watching Netflix made your heart broke why wouldn't they tell you to come? Ohh god, why are you overthinking everything? "Umm hi" you said and walked over to them still in the pyjamas you had the whole day, you sat down on the sofa next to wanda, because you felt safer there

"Oh god, get up to where you were, we don't need you here" said Bucky smirking at you while dead staring at you, you just wanted to hit him again in the middle of his face, you looked over to him and dead stared him in the same way as he does

"Oh as if anybody here wants to see this face" you said while smirking, his smirk started to fade away, and he gets up and walked away

Steve stared at you a bit "Really?" He asked, you looked over at him confused

"He started first" you said feeling a bit childish, but like it's true, it was him who started, like leave me alone, you thought

"Oh come on, don't be childish y/n" said Steve, you felt so mad there, so you stood up and started walking to your room, you kept watching Netflix the whole night, you loved this series it was your favorite, you were so into it that you didn't even realize that the clock were 3am you felt so scared at this point, but you felt thirsty, oh my God, like really? Now? Why?

You got up of your bed and walked down to the kitchen you tried not to make noises to wake anybody, when you were in the kitchen you took a glass water and drink it up, when you were done, you walked out, but suddenly you hit something and falls, you were so scared, like you have watched films who talks about people entering others houses and killing them

So you hide you face with your arms and whispered "please don't kill me, please, I'll do anything, just don't touch me, please" you started to shake and tears falling on the floor, and then you heard him laugh, why was he laughing? But he sounded familiar

"Alright get up and get me a glass water then" he said while holding back a laugh, so you looked up and saw him, this b*tch, you got up and wiped the tears away

"What the hell Bucky, you scared the shit out of me" you said angry

"I know, I did" he said and walked away like nothing just happend and so did you

When you were into your bed you felt safe, you closed your eyes and you fell asleep, Now there's nothing to scare you anymore.

Note: Hi, this is chapter 1, and I hope you like it❤️ I will do one chapter by a day or maybe more, I hope you enjoy this story love❤️😊😊🥺