Weak For Him || Darkness Book #1 ✔️

Chapter 111 | Needing a Release

Stacey's Pov

Two months later

"Are you still coming tomorrow beautiful?" Liam asks me as I pull out the cakes I'm making Sian for her birthday.
"Absolutely, I've missed you so much, it's nearly coming up to a year without seeing you" I tell him sighing. I've missed his face so much. I can't wait to have him holding me again.
"I've missed you too beautiful, I've missed being in your presence. Photos only help so much" he says and I smile. We've stuck to our every Wednesday phone call over the two months and he's finally agreed to see me. It took months of constant pestering but I got there in the end.
"I'm so fucking happy" I tell him excitedly, bouncing on the balls of my feet.
"So am I baby, I can't stop fucking smiling" he tells me and I know the feeling. My cheeks hurt from smiling so much. From the day he told me he's sent out a VO, I've been ecstatic.
"I'm glad you're happy baby, I do see why you can't be with me. I see the change in you" I tell him happy for him but sad for our relationship.
"Baby, thank you for understanding, just remember that this is only temporary" he says and my heart starts beating quicker. I needed to be reasurred with that. But not long left for him to be back with me.
"Knowing you're happy baby is making my time in here a lot easier. You seem to be really trying to live your live since I've started to call you again, thank you. I'm so proud of you" Liam says and my eyes becoming teary. I have moved on.. well.. my body has become accustomed to Victor's again but my heart is with Liam always. I can't stop that.
"Im trying for you baby, but you'll always have my heart, I can't love anyone how I love you. It won't let me" I tell him leaning over the counter putting my head in my hand. I don't want to love anyone else. I can't..
"I know you are baby, and that's all I wanted and I'm so fucking happy you still love and want me after all this time. I fucking love you beautiful" he says and I smile slowly.
"I'll always love and want you Liam. It will always be us forever, regardless. You are who I want and love" I tell him making sure he knows.
"You're my world, my queen and I'll always love and want you too" he tells me and I smile thinking the exact same. My king.
"I'll never feel whole untill your back but I'm content with my life baby, you have nothing to worry about. I'll be here when you get out" I tell him smiling at my words staring at the cakes. I am content with everything. I just need him to come home.
"I hope you do beautiful, but if for some reason you don't just know that, that's okay, and I will be happy for you" he tells me and I sigh. All I want is him. I've tried with Victor and I feel nothing. I was kidding myself before trying to get over Liam. But now I've got him back.. technically.. I don't want anyone else.
"I will be waiting and I don't care how many times I have to repeat myself. I will Liam!" I tell him bluntly needing him to know. He never fucking listens..
"Good baby, well, I have to go now and I'll see you tomorrow, enjoy the rest of your day, I love you Stacey Johnson" he says and I smile at the name.
"Okay baby, I can't wait to see you. I love you too always and forever yours. Bye" I tell him and we hang up. I hate hanging up with him because I never know when the next time it will be.

***

Washing my hands now I've finished Sian's birthday cake, I cover it and move it to the side. Hoping she likes it. I pull out my phone hearing it ping to I find a message

Trent: Hi sweetheart, you're not driving down tomorrow. Be ready for 9am. I hope everything's good too and I'll call you after your visit. Have fun!

Smiling at his text thinking he's the best and it's one less thing to stress about. I have no idea how to get to this new prison.

Me: Thank you so much! I'm okay thanks, I hope you two are. Can't wait for a catch up.

I hit send and put my phone into my purse.
I need a release because I can't see Liam feeling like this. I need to be relaxed with him. I pull my phone back out and text him without thinking.

Me: Need your help..

Victor: Where and when?

Shit, that was fast.. fucking hell.

Me: Now. I'm coming to yours?

Victor: I'm here waiting babygirl.

Me: Fuck sake Victor 🙄

Victor: I can't help it, you'll alway be..

Me: See you soon. Be ready!

I hit send and put my phone back into my purse and pull out Liam's car keys. Shit, I grabbed the wrong fucking ones.
Sighing, I make my way out the bakery locking up and head to the car.
I get around to Victor's quickly and jump out, making my way into his house.
"Where are you?" I call out and he pops his head out the livingroom entrance with a joint in his mouth.
"Babygirl, come smoke with me" he says and I raise my brow, rolling my eyes. I didn't come here to hang out.
Walking into him, I see he's placed out snacks and a bag of ganja and a bottle of baileys. Fuck! Seriously Victor?
"I thought we'd hang out for once, I've missed you babygirl" he says and I sigh again shaking my head.
"We agreed just sex. Why are you changing things?" I ask him dropping down on the sofa. Maybe I should of just got my toys out and had my own fun.
"I know but I want more than just sex" he tells me and I put my head in my hands. Why fucking me..
"I can never give you more than just sex Victor. I've told you this" I sigh and he looks at me sadly.
"Why.. because of Liam. He's not getting out anytime soon, we can be how we was before he ruined it" he says and I look at him pissed..
"Liam tried to save us, you ruined us Victor, not my baby.. I should go" I say feeling my hands ready to slap the shit out of him. How dare he blame Liam for his own crap.