𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙝𝙪𝙙𝙨𝙤𝙣𝙨

𝘽𝙚𝙘𝙖𝙪𝙨𝙚 𝙞𝙢 𝙖 𝙨𝙖𝙙𝙞𝙨𝙩

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a few weeks later...

"we haven't hung out in ages" noah said as we walked down the hallway. "that's because you've been fucking my girlfriend best friend" i said smiling at him. "shut up at least i don't ditch like will has for the past week" noah said. "what do you see in layla tho. like do you have feelings for her" i asked already knowing. "i don't know" he said clearly trying to deny what he was feeling. "you sure" i said as he looked at me. "i know you love her" i said as he stopped and looked at me.

"what" he said. "come on your going through the exact same thing as me. struggling with the fact that you love them. fucking them being fuck buddies. not having the balls to tell them how you feel" i said as he knew i had figured out what was going on. "it's better when your not denying it. it's a lot easier and you'll be a lot happier" i said as he looked at me. "just don't be like me and impulsively say i love you in an argument" i said.

"to be fair it kinda saved your argument" he said. "yea well i'm glad it did" i said. "anyways if you want her man up and tell her. ask her out" i said. "ok fine i will" he said letting out a deep breathe that he seemed to be holding for a lot longer than just today. i could tell there was a weight lifted off his shoulders. "hey babe" ariana said smiling. "hey beautiful" i said as she stood next to me. i put my arm over her shoulder. "what have you been doing" i said looking at her.

"me and layla were talking that's all" she said. "about what" i said raising my eyebrows. "nothing" she said smiling. "oh yea nothing" i said nodding and smiling too. "what she wanted to know" ariana said. "right and what have you told her" i said. "not much" she said smiling. "that means everything" noah said. "oh i know" i said looking at her. "anyways gotta go" she said as i grabbed her wrist really tightly digging my nails into it. "your not going anywhere" i said as she was holding back the moan that was trying to come out of her mouth.

she clenched her thighs as she felt the pain in her wrist. i smirked at her letting good her wrist. pulling my finger tips out of her skin covered in blood. "i'll see you later beautiful" i said as she smirked slightly. noah just looked at me shocked. looking at my hand that hand her blood running down my fingers. i looked at noah as i walked down to the bathroom. he followed behind me.

"why was she ok with that" he said looking at me like i did something wrong. "because we like pain" i said washing the blood off my hand. "pain" he said looking at me. "yes pain noah" i said looking at him. "why" he said looking at me confused. "because i'm a sadist" i said as his eyes widened. "and she's a masochist" i said. "holy shit i've missed too much" noah said. "oh yea you missed a lot" i said smiling. "wait when did you find this out" he said. "i knew i was one for ages and i realised she was a masochist like a few weeks ago" i said.

"seen as shes told her best friend everything i might as well tell you because you'll probably find out from layla" i said. "basically the whole holidays has been like 50 shades but worse" i said as he looked at me. "your joking right" he said smiling. "i'm pretty sure i put my sister in a shibari knot because she said i couldn't tie knots with the rope that was under my bed that i used the night before to tie up ariana" i said. "omg your not joking" he said.

"am not sir" i said as he just looked at me. "now i understand why you didn't enjoy vanilla sex. because you were looking for something else" he said. "oh we still haven't got to what i'm really looking for" i said as he looked at me. "and i'm pretty sure i haven't gotten to arianas yet either" i said. "fantasies are hard to find when you swim into dangerous territory" i said.

"i mean i wouldn't know because mine aren't all that bad" he said. "is this one of these i'll tell you if you tell me situations people in primary school have" i said as he laughed. "if you want it to be" he said. "you go first then" i said as he looked at me. "i mean i want to be dominant most of the time but also want to be dominated. my other is using bondage in general but not to the extent and pain you obviously go to" he said as i laughed. "yea you should have seen arianas ass a few weeks ago" i said.

"also that makes total sense. if you want that make it happen" i said as she smiled. "i don't know if i even have the courage to ask" he said. "aww soft noah's back" i said. "shut up" he said smiling. "no but seriously ask layla if you really want to do it with her. because it could be a yes or no, you never know. i didn't think ariana would say yes" i said. "i guess i might ask her" he said. "talking about sex and your sex is good. we do it, say what we like and what we don't. it's mostly that we like it all but that's not the point" i said as she laughed.

"anyway, well from the term sadist you instantly know what my first one is" i said as he laughed. "inflicting pain. yes" he said as i smiled. "i've thought about this a lot and i thought i was a psychopath at the start" i said as noah laughed. "i already know this is gonna be something that would traumatise someone" he said as i smiled.

"knife play and drawing blood" i said as he looked at me. "like holding a knife to there neck while fucking the shit out of them" i said as noah looked at me. "yea traumatising" he said chuckling. "how do you even come up with that" he said. "i dreamt about it like years ago" i said. "omg" he said. "it was like a dream but i was older like when i'm an adult" i said as he looked intrigued.

"tell me more" he said. "me and some girl, i don't know who she was. i can't remember her face but we got home to baba and dads and we were in the kitchen when i sat her on the island bench near the sink. and as we were having sex i grabbed a knife out of the knife block holding it the her throat. she didn't seem to care she loved it. then she asked me to draw blood, so i did and then i woke up with a massive erection" i said as noah looked at me. "only thing i remember about her was that she was wearing a short silver sparkly dress" i said.