My arrival was on poor timing. I had to get my attitude together for this shoot and im not going to have people see my worry lines on my face. I have to much pride for that.
I walk in with a fake smile and i hug everyone in the facility. Ida wasnt there yet and i am pissed. The whole point of the photoshoot was to have us in 90's -y2k streetwear together for a brand and she isnt there.
Mgmt: Ida will be here day 3 today your on your own. Your shape is needed the most.
The whole point of this shoot that im in is to broadcast plus sized girls being confident. My problem is im not the type the world is looking for when they think of plus sized. My body shape is pear. It gets confused with hour glass even though its not. My waist is tiny, my stomach is flat, i have wide hips, big dd titties and medium sized arms. But some how some way im a size 16 in pants and a large in shirts.
Y/n: Can we just do this already?
Mgmt: Hair and Makeup!
The team comes out and starts grabbing me. Hurrying me to the back.
They start aggressively combing my hair and literally pounding my face with makeup. Im getting even more annoyed but im hiding it well. I get told that i was finished and i get sent to dressing room. My phone starts to vibrate. Its Mattia. I ignore it and let it go to voice mail. It keeps ringing and ringing and ringing so without looking i answer it.
Y/n: What do you want? Im working.
Person on the phone: Well hello to you too beautiful.
Omg its kobe. I said dont call me on that anymore but he just doesn't get it. He is overly infatuated with me. I cant delete or get rid of his number. We have the same management so i have to answer when something changes but it's getting tiring.
Y/n: What do you want Kobe? Didnt I say dont call me anymore on this shit? Why do you do this to me?
Kobe: Listen I heard you were in Florida through Derek and Jaiden and I are out here, do you want to link?
One thing about Kobe and I is, we can never link and be friends. We get carried away and it ends up us in the bedroom and me hoping he does right by me but he doesn't and that leads us to square one.
Mgmt: Y/n your up!!
Y/n: Look I got to go but the answer is no.
I hung up and did my best.
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( you because this is the only thing i can find that gives you an idea of what shoot im taking about)
